Post by Bad Beth on Jul 14, 2014 20:56:28 GMT
Ever wonder what goes on between the parents outside of Natalie's view.
This story takes place during chapter 2 and perhaps chapter 3 of IC Natalie #3. You may notice how I have very little of their kids in it. I had planned to turn this into a story about his week in diapers and have it start with how he crashes into the bank and gets bailed out by his wife.
Glen Evans was on his way home on the bus. He had to go really bad. He was holding it because he didn’t want to use the diaper he had on. He had it on all day long and wet it twice and didn’t drink much fluids that day and he was very thirsty. The deal was he had to wear them for a week and he had three more days to go until he could use the bathrooms again and wear his boxers. His wife Anita was so full of wrath and anger sometimes she made him wear them for a week for her own satisfaction because he did something very stupid and it hurt her. So she made all the bathrooms off limits and kept the doors locked and kept the key and their kids had to ask for it every time they need to use it. He also had to take pictures of his used diapers to show his wife he wore them at work and kept them on and used them or he had to bring them home with him but because he took the bus that day, there was no way he was going to carry his used diaper around and he forgot their digital camera. Luckily his work clothes hid the diapers. So he has been stuck in the same diaper all day long and did two big ones in it and he was scared it will leak if he wet it again. He felt very nervous wetting himself at work so he would go to the bathroom and do it but Anita assured him the diapers she got him would hold because they worked fine with her and Natalie and no way would she send him to work in a crappy diaper that would leak easily and have everyone find out. The diapers would also allow him to pee in it more than once so he wouldn’t have to change it every time.
He was anxious to get home so he could pee and then get changed right after. He held his legs tight to keep himself from having an accident. The feeling was so uncomfortable and it was hard to relax and concentrate on anything else. People talking on the bus got too much for him because all his concentration was on his bladder so he was unable to filter the noise. He felt the urge to hold his crotch and rub it and also bouncing his feet to try and deal with the pain and screaming at every one to be quiet. But he would look silly and it was inappropriate to grab himself there and he didn’t want to draw any attention and get anyone upset. He could understand now how it really felt for his wife and why she would make strange sounds or start doing repetitive body movements and have a breakdown. She always had issues with noise and crowds and he would get mad at her about it telling her why couldn’t she get over it and learn to get used to it. Now it was karma and a punishment he was getting by Mother Nature. He knew if he could just wet the diaper, the noise won’t be bad anymore and he would be able to stand it and it will be less stimulating but with his wife, only way she could fix it is if she leaves and since this was the bus, he was trapped and she wouldn’t have a choice and he did. He finally decided to let loose. He felt relieved to get rid of the pain and the diaper got wetter and wetter and it felt like he was sitting in some water and it was nice and warm and he felt it around his balls. Then he noticed the front of his pants were wet.
Oh crap, he thought.
He felt embarrassed about wetting his pants and now everyone on the bus will know he had pissed himself. He took off his coat and put it over his lap. Now no one will know what he did. He was hoping no one noticed. The noise on the bus got quieter and he was able to filter the noise now and it didn’t sound bad anymore. He no longer felt like he was getting over stimulated. But the diaper was very wet and uncomfortable and he was anxious to get home so his wife will change him. She always changed the diapers because it’s what she preferred. Now she will have wet pants to take care of. Then all of a sudden he felt a bowel movement coming.
Oh great, he thought.
He would hold that too and hope he makes it to town before messing himself. He didn’t want to do it on the bus in front of everyone. He didn’t feel comfortable doing it in front of everyone and wetting himself was bad enough. He didn’t like doing it either and he didn’t want the diaper to feel more uncomfortable.
Then finally the bus made it to exit 14 and turned off the interstate and turned right and turned down south again and then it headed east again on 259th Street. Glen really really had to make a bowel movement. He looked at his watch and saw it was only six o’ seven. The town was hidden behind trees so no one from the interstate could see it. The bus pulled into the Park & Ride Center where people parked and caught the express bus to Portland. Glen was glad to get off. He walked away from everyone and took out his cellphone to call his wife to let her know he was back in town and to come get him. He let loose in the diaper while making the call. He felt better to relieve the pain but now he was in a messy diaper. It felt gross being in his poop and pee and it was something he would have to get used to if he had to wear them for the rest of his life. He kept his coat wrapped around his waist to hide the accident.
He dialed his home number and Anita answered the phone. “Hello?”
“Hey honey I am back in town now,” he told her. “I need to be picked up.”
“Okay, I will be right there to get you after I get finished cooking so the food won’t get burned,” she said.
“Can’t you put one of the kids in charge?” Glen asked.
“No I want to make sure it’s done right, I will be right there when I take it off the burner. I will see you soon, bye.”
Then the line went dead before he could say anything else. Now he had to wait for her.
He stood away from people while he waited because he was still embarrassed about the mess he made in his pants and he was worried about the smell. The bus then left again and people walked to their cars while some just hung around and waited for something. What had he gotten himself into?
He stood in the wet and messy diaper and kept looking at his watch. Six-ten, six-fifteen, six-twenty. Why did his wife have to be so rigid about food? She was always rigid, things having to be done a certain way, things needing to be right, and she liked all her routines so that meant food had to be a certain way and she was afraid their kids wouldn’t do it right. She preferred if she did it because it was all predictable for her. She just left him standing in the wet and messy diaper just so she could do her routine of cooking instead of just asking her kids to watch the food and take it off the burner when it’s done and run out the door and get him. She just had to leave him waiting in the dark at the Park & Ride center. At least she was flexible enough to go get him but she couldn’t be flexible about her cooking. It was like he wasn’t that important and the food was.
Soon Anita pulled into the parking lot with their minivan and she found him and parked in front of him. He got in and sat down. He buckled up and they headed home. She just drove right off after he shut the door not even giving him the chance to put on his seatbelt so he did it while the car was in motion. They lived out of town so they had to drive through town to get home. Glen untied his coat and let his wife notice the wet spot on his pants but she was too busy watching the road so she didn’t notice. She will notice when they get home. Nothing was said on the way home. Anita didn’t talk much. She wasn’t too much of a talker and only time she was were about her interests or stuff she wanted to talk about and he didn’t want to get her started or it would be hard to shut her up. He could tell she was just anxious to get home because she did have to go to town and get him and she had errands she did that day for Natalie and it took energy out of her.
When they got home, he got out of the car and headed inside having the coat tied around his waist again to hide it from their kids. He just wanted to go upstairs to his room and get cleaned up but he got bombed with questions instead from Natalie and she was loud. She always talked loud and people had to often tell her to lower her voice. She couldn’t see he was exhausted and he wanted to go upstairs and relax a little from the long bus ride. She couldn’t read hints well or body language just like her mother and little brother so they always needed to be told explicitly about stuff people would already know.
“How did you get home so soon?” she asked. “Did you get off early?”
“I got off at five and I took the express bus. The express bus runs down to down town Portland and back and they take the motorway, I-5.,” he said. “Maybe this won’t be bad if I do lose my license for a while.”
He had come all the way from England so he used British terms and over there they called interstates motorways. All his kids knew their terms because they were half English too and he used British terms with them growing up.
“How does it come up here quick if there are always traffic jams?” Natalie asked.
“It’s an hour and a half bus ride,” said Glen. “They have the express lanes for buses so they get to their stops on time and it gets me home quicker too.”
“What do the lanes look like?”
“Like any normal lanes except they are marked for buses and carpools only,” Glen replied.
“Why do you have your coat like that?”
Glen thought for a moment. He couldn’t say he just does or she would keep asking him why and then maybe tell him to take it off and ask him why not if he refuses and obsess about it. He thought of an excuse quick.
“I spilled some coffee,” he said.
“So why are you covering it?”
“Because it looks like I wet myself and it’s very embarrassing,”
“Ooo let me see.” Natalie sounded excited all of a sudden.
He realized his mistake and stopped her when she was heading towards him.
“Natalie, no, it’s just a spill you don’t need to see it,” said Glen.
“I wanna see how big it is and what it looks like,” she said.
“You don’t need to see it, it’s just a spill.”
“Why? What’s wrong with me seeing it?”
“Natalie, please?” said Glen raising his voice. “Just stop it. I had a hard day at work and I want to go upstairs and get cleaned up so quit harassing me!”
He knew yelling at her would upset her and it did the trick. He was uncomfortable in the diaper and his bottom itched from the poo and he was miserable in his mess so he didn’t have the patience for her constant questioning and her needing to know a reason for everything. He had to yell to get her attention because at least she picked up on that.
He then said to his wife. “I need you to go upstairs with me and help me with something.”
Anita knew what it meant and took his hand. Glen was glad Natalie didn’t ask why she was always taking him to their room. Then he would have to come up with a new excuse without getting bombed by questions. He just didn’t have the energy for it so he snapped at her. She had worn him out that quick.
“No one eats until we come back down,” Anita told Natalie and Matthew.
Matthew was in the family room watching TV and Natalie was just standing in the kitchen all upset.
Glen and Anita headed upstairs and to their room. He made sure their door was locked. He would hate to have one of their kids walk in and see him getting the diaper changed. He refused to refer them as his diapers. He didn’t even need to wear them and he was being made to. He untied the coat and threw it on the chair. Anita set a clean towel on the bed and he lied on top of it. Anita got out a clean diaper and grabbed the tub of wipes.
“It looks like you had a leak,” she said noticing the accident.
“I did, I couldn’t hold it and the noise was too much so once I let it loose, I could finally deal with the noise on the bus,” said Glen.
“That’s great,” she said as she started undoing his pants. “You get mad at me for getting stressed out in crowds and having my episodes, now you got to experience it and see what it’s like and how hard it is and that’s a bonus with this. Now maybe you won’t get mad at me about it anymore. Where did you spill the coffee?”
“I didn’t. That was a lie to cover up why I had my coat down there and I wasn’t going to tell her I wet myself and she just started badgering me and she couldn’t see how I felt and how uncomfortable I was and I just wanted to get cleaned up first.”
“Well what do you expect? It’s how she gets through the world, asking questions so she can figure stuff out what other people already know and you yelled at her about it.”
“Well what I was I supposed to tell her?” Glen said firmly. “Tell her I pissed myself? I already tried telling her she doesn’t need to see it and she wouldn’t take that for an answer and what else could I say to her? At least she understands yelling so it was the only way to get her to back off. Sometimes she gets too personal and doesn’t know when to quit until you scream at her. Seesh we really need to teach her so people won’t have to yell to get her attention and then she is upset.”
Anita pulled off his pants and undid his diaper. “Did you change at all today? This thing is soaked.”
“I had to take the bus and I didn’t want to carry around a dirty nappy and I forgot our camera so I stayed in the same nappy and drank less fluids as I could,” Glen replied.
“I always tell Natalie to drink enough fluids or her pee will smell and she will stink. Remember how I used to smell like pee every morning and our room smelled like piss and Brian asked one day why it smelled so bad in there and we blamed it on the dog we had?”
Glen could remember their old toy dog they used to have and his name was Stinker. Then they had to get rid of him because he was too much work and trouble for their apartment. Brian was upset for a while but he got over it and decided someone else was lonely and needed a partner so Stinker was there to keep them company. They didn’t have pets for a while until Matthew was three and it was cats this time and then they got a dog when he was five.
“If you don’t drink enough, you will smell at work. How many times did you pee in it?” Anita asked.
“Three,” said Glen.
“Wow, I could pee in these five times before they leaked,” said Anita.
“I held it is why so when I went, they were really big ones,” said Glen.
“You did a big dump in this one too, I am afraid the diaper’s too wet for me to use to wipe off and you are going to have to shower to clean it off.”
She removed the diaper and had him stand up and she took him to the bathroom and started the water in the bathtub. Glen took off his socks and shirts and got in and washed the mess off. After he was done, he dried off and went back in the bedroom and lied back on the bed. Anita had been watching him all along to make sure he wouldn’t use the toilet. She unfolded the diaper and placed it under him. He saw she had rash cream out and baby powder.
“I want my husband to smell all nice and fresh and be comfortable in his nappy,” Anita said playfully with a fake English accent.
She wiped cream all over his balls and penis and area. She also massaged his penis. Glen liked it. She also massaged his balls too. He imagined her giving him a blow job but no way will she do it. Instead she massaged his penis and played with it before wiping her hands and pouring powder all over the diaper and his crotch and she taped the diaper in place. He felt he was about to cum and she stopped right before he would. Now he was going to have blue balls. Then she lied on top of him rubbing him down there some more. Glen wanted her to keep on rubbing him there so he would cum. He liked the affection she was giving him. She hardly ever gave it to him because she never liked to be touched or held much but with her keeping him in diapers, she was affectionate all of a sudden and acted loving towards him despite how angry she is at him for his dumb move. Glen grabbed around her bottom and felt her diaper. He checked to see if it was wet. He touched her there and felt the wetness. She wore them for her accidents. She never had incontinence, she always had a problem with wetting because she wet the bed off and on in her adulthood and she had been doing it nightly now and the during the day now because she couldn’t sense when she had to go and by the time she would know, she could barely hold it and had to go really really bad so she always went on potty schedule to empty her bladder to avoid such thing. But lately she had been having accidents due to stress and anxiety so he made her wear them again and she decided he has to wear them with her for a week because of the deal he broke. She made him go a week without drinking and he couldn’t even wait three more days so he went to the bar and drank and got himself so drunk he got in a fight there and then he drove under the influence and crashed into the bank. Anita was furious when she found out and it was impossible to hide it from her. He wanted to make up for what he did and she said he will wear diapers with her for a week and use them for their intended purpose and no toilets allowed. He protested and she told him she will make him wear them until she is done with them if he doesn’t stop bellyaching about it. Defeated, he stopped complaining and just took the consequence. But she kept it hidden from their kids and didn’t humiliate him with it. She just made sure he was well pampered and had a clean diaper on and she would make him stay in the same diaper after wetting it once because it could hold more and those diapers were expensive. She had gotten him Molicare because they held good and could hold a big pee. She tested them and she peed in one five times before it leaked. She had spent all day on a Sunday wearing one and drinking lots of fluids so she could wet it and see how much it held. None of her kids knew she wore them except for Natalie but she wanted to know nothing about it. They all knew she wore them until her adulthood before she stopped wetting the bed and it was only sometimes now and it happened off and on. But the day she got him out of jail, she was screaming at him and yelling he will be wearing them for a week and using them for their intended purposes and didn’t care if Natalie may over hear it or not. But she hadn’t said anything about it so maybe she didn’t catch on what Anita said because she was too busy on the computer she tuned the yelling out. She always tuned the outside world out when she got into her hobbies and interests.
Anita kept on rubbing him there and he told her to not stop until he cums so she kept rubbing him until he exploded. He felt very good inside and he pulled down her pants to see her wet diaper and he rubbed it there. “When did you do this?” he asked while rubbing her there.
“While I was cooking, I wasn’t going to race for the bathroom and risk having the food get burned and having an accident on myself so I used the diaper,” she said.
“Being lazy I see,” he said.
“It’s not about me being lazy Glen, the sudden urge of having to go hit me and what is the point racing to the bathroom and then having an accident before I could take it off and get on the toilet and have some of it on my pants or diaper so I just used it for what it’s for and continued cooking.”
“Did you remember to go to the bathroom before?” Glen asked.
“I try to remember.”
“But did you go at all, yes or no?”
“I forgot,” she said.
“Okay,” said Glen. “It’s my turn to get you cleaned up now.”
Glen laid her flat on the bed. Seeing her in a wet diaper was making him horny. He grabbed one of her clean diapers from the closet and brought it to the bed. She wore different brands than he did because that was what she had for herself. He took off her diaper and wiped her clean down there and took the used diaper away and rolled it in a ball. He unfolded the diaper and placed it under her and he rubbed cream all over her trimmed pussy. He liked touching her down there. He kept rubbing it all in enjoying her pussy and then he wiped his fingers and poured powder on her diaper and on her crotch and taped the diaper closed. He put her pants back on. “Now we’re both fresh and clean,” he said massaging her diaper.
“I don’t mind wearing them when you do,” she said.
Then there was a knock at the door and door knob jiggling. “When are you guys done in there? I’m hungry,” said Matthew.
Glen knew it was time to end their time alone and get to dinner. He was so glad he had that door locked or Matthew would have seen him in a diaper and how would he explain it to him. “Remember when I crashed my car because I was out drinking and then I drove while I was intoxicated? Your mother got very mad at me and not only did she scream at me for two hours, she is making me wear these for a week now.” No he couldn’t tell him that.
“We’re coming out,” Glen called. “Give us a minute.”
He got changed into his sweats and long shirt again to hide the diaper. Anita threw the used diapers away in their bathroom and locked the door again. The kids never went in there and had no reason to so she kept their used diapers in there to take out later when the trash bag gets full. He looked at her bottom and couldn’t tell she had one on because she always wore loose clothing. She never liked anything tight so she always wore loose clothes. They opened their bedroom door and saw Matthew was counting down to zero. He stopped and said “It only took you thirty seconds,” he said. They all went downstairs to eat. Anita locked the kid’s bathroom on the way down.
“Dinner’s ready,” she called.
They all sat down at the table to eat and waited for Natalie and Kelly to get downstairs. Glen noticed the four plates on the table again. He didn’t think it was a big deal because Kelly could just grab a plate from the cupboard and a cup and silverware. He wondered how much longer this would last until she gets over it.
Later in the evening:
“Anita, you don’t need to keep the bathrooms door locked,” Glen told her when he came upstairs. Anita had come out of the kids bathroom after telling Natalie her idea about her keeping her diaper supply in there so she wouldn’t have to bring a diaper in there every time and wipes. Since she had a few tubs of them, she would mind as well keep one of them in the bathroom.
“I won’t use the toilet,” said Glen.
“I don’t know Glen,” said Anita. “How can I trust you? You won’t try and cheat?”
Glen felt guilty all over again. The word had triggered what he did before. He had slept with another woman, a co-worker. He did it while he was drunk because he liked her and found her better than Anita because she had empathy and could give out affection and showed she cared and give out emotional support and she was flexible and not rigid and she could just take care of herself better and he didn’t need to give her lists for her to do things and how to live her days so she could function. She could do things on her own everyone could do. She was pretty and thinner than Anita and she also had blonde hair and she was a little younger than Anita by two years and she had two teenagers who lived with their dad. He really liked this woman but he couldn’t get too close to her, he could only be her friend so they were drink buddies at her house. Then she got mad at him when he decided he would rather go to the bar and drink because at least he won’t sleep with any women there so she told him he would rather stay married with a retard and someone who can’t even work or even manage her own money and who sucks in bed and can’t even give him love or let him give her love and who is an abuser and cold hearted and an embarrassment to him and why would he want to keeping raising his kids with the retard. That made Glen very mad so he threw some beer bottles and broke them and stormed out of her home. He wanted to slap her for insulting his wife and judging her. It wasn’t her fault, she just has anxiety, social problems, sensory processing issues, and emotional problems and she was on medication for it. He realized he loved her but it wasn’t enough to get him to realize his drinking was a problem so he went to Christopher’s Bar instead because it was closer to home. He found it better to drink there than at home where she was dumping his beer. He was never going to let her find out he had cheated on her. She had told him years ago before they had kids she despised cheaters and they were cowards and weak and not to be trusted and if she found out her boyfriend did that or her own husband, she would kick him out. If they didn’t like being with the person they were with, they should tell them and break up with them before they date another person, if not they’re cowards because they couldn’t tell them first how they feel and break up with them. Even Grandma Del (Anita’s mother) said the same about cheaters, all cowards and dishonest people who can’t be trusted, stay away from them. According to them, he would be a coward if they knew what he did. Glen noticed Grandma Del had a little bit of Anita’s problem in her, they were mother and daughter so problems could pass though genes, but she was closer to normal than Anita. She just came off as rude and obnoxious sometimes and would get very loud at times and she always laughed at herself for her own social blunders and mistakes and taking things literal but she was pretty normal and she managed ten kids she had and three special needs kids and made it on her own without her family support.
“Because I have been going potty in them like a good boy and haven’t been trying to cheat,” said Glen.
“I can tell you have been using them for the past two days without a problem,” said Anita. “Okay I will tell you what boy. I will leave the bathrooms unlocked but if I catch you using a potty or I find out you did, I will add another week to your diaper wearing and keep the bathrooms locked again and not leave them unlocked until it’s over.”
“Sounds good,” said Glen.
“What sounds good?”
“The deal you just made.”
“Okay, I will tell Natalie to leave the door unlocked when she is done in there,” Anita informed.
She slapped his butt playfully and walked away. Glen was glad none of their kids were in the hallway or they may have heard the sound. He was also glad she didn’t speak loudly.
Anita was getting ready for bed at nine. It was the time every day she always got her jamese on before bed. She took her day time diaper off and went to the bathroom and grabbed a Molicare from the pack that belonged to her. She put it on and put her bottoms over it. She put her unused diaper away for her to wear tomorrow.
Downstairs, Glen was in need of using the bathroom. He was watching TV and Matthew was playing in the family room with Skippy. Glen knew he couldn’t use the toilet and he knew he could just leave the room and go to the dining room or living room or laundry room or the den or the hallway and wet himself. He noticed Matthew wasn’t paying attention to him and he was too focused playing with the dog. He relaxed his muscles and let loose. He felt pee come out and it went into the diaper. He felt it get wetter and wetter and nice and warm in the front. The wetness formed around his balls. He was wetting his pants except the chair was staying dry and so were his pants.
“Dad, what is it?” Matthew asked.
“What?” Glen asked.
“You had this look on your face,” he said and imitated it.
“Oh I miss my beer,” he said.
The pee stopped coming out. Him being caught stopped the flow. It was a big one anyway. He knew he would have to go again not too long later to finish going to the bathroom. It didn’t take long for the diaper to absorb the urine and he felt dry again. He wondered how his wife could stand it and his daughter. Of course she didn’t have a choice but she didn’t change after one accident and his wife would wet hers on purpose sometimes. It didn’t bother him she would use them but sometimes the cost of them did so her wetting them on purpose was a problem. He thought about switching her back to cloth so she could wear them and wet them all she wants but they had kids and it would be noticeable because of the bulk. Maybe if he just decides to expose it by telling their kids their mother has developed a bladder problem so she will be wearing diapers from now on and then get her some cloth and put her in them and then they would know why she has the big butt now. She confessed to him before she would wet her diapers on purpose at night when she was growing up because she didn’t want to get out of bed or want them to get put back on her again after her mother get through putting them on her for bedtime. He asked her how is peeing in them comfortable for her and she said she had done it her whole life so it’s normal for her and he asked her how does Natalie live with it and she said she got used to it. Glen never asked her about her about her bodily functions because he knew he would be embarrassed if someone asked him about his accidents in diapers so why would he think she would feel comfortable talking about her accidents in hers, no one asks a woman about her bleeding in her pad on her time of the month or if they have dripped in their pad yet or how bloody is it and how does it feel.
Matthew didn’t say anything and he went back to playing with Skippy. Then Anita came down in her pajamas. “Okay Matthew, time for bed.”
“Aw Mom,” said Matthew.
“C’mon. You know bedtime is always at nine and you’re not even in your pajamas.”
She took Matthew and pulled him out of the room. Skippy followed after them.
Glen was able to do the rest in his diaper after they headed upstairs. He felt around for leaks and there were none. But he was now soaked in the front.
Later in the evening, Glen and Anita were in their room. He was getting undressed.
“Uh Anita, I need to be changed,” said Glen.
Anita looked at his diaper and checked it. “It looks fine, it will hold more,” she said. “If you wet it more and it’s going to leak the next time you pee in it, wake me.”
Glen was stuck in his wet diaper. It wasn’t anything new. Ever since they had gotten him Molicares, she had been refusing to change him after one wetting because they could hold more and she tested them. They were thick and bulky and he was still getting used to it. But Anita took joy in him wearing them and she looked very content wearing hers. It had been a battle in the past to get her to wear one so he always woke up in a wet bed and would have to shower before work and he would also wake up from her getting up at night to go from the alarm going off and if she also happened to wake up a lot at night, she always went to the bathroom to avoid a wet bed. She never really got over her night time problem and it would come and go. But she looked more content in them if he had one on with her and he always refused to wear one and only would on occasion.
Glen woke up at six in the morning. He always got up, got dressed, had cereal, and headed out the door. But his routine had been different because he was wearing diapers now for a week. Only two more days. He was soaked because he had wet it several times in the middle of the night. His wife wouldn’t change him because she said it would hold more and wake her up if he wets it two more times unless it’s about to leak. So he had to sleep in a soggy diaper and he had to get used to being wet despite feeling dry but the thought of having urine in there was disgusting it made him feel dirty. For the past five days it had been hell for him because he always felt dirty. Now his wife tells him he has to drink more water or he will get dehydrated and people will really smell the urine. Anita woke up next to him. “How did you sleep?” she asked.
“Had another bad night,” he said.
“I bet you’re wet again,” she said.
“What do you think?” he asked.
Anita got out of bed and she went to his drawer and pulled out a Molicare. She grabbed the tub of wipes and rash cream and baby powder. She set them on the bed and she pulled the covers off him and pulled his sweats down.
“You’re soaked,” she said. “How many times did you pee in it?”
“I don’t know, I lost count,” he said.
She started to remove each tab. She pulled the diaper away. “Aren’t you glad I made you shave down there,” she said.
She grabbed a clean wipe and started to wipe him down there. It made his penis get hard. “I bet you like this,” said Anita.
She said it every time he got hard down there. Why do people always assume if a man is hard, they like it? Didn’t they know erections can be involuntary? All they had to do was stimulate it to make it hard and the wipe touching him there was making it hard. He also couldn’t believe she liked cleaning up his messes and pee and actually changing them. Why would it surprise him? She changed diapers before and she had been changing Natalie for eight years and she always would try and get him to wear a diaper to bed with her even when they first met and he tried it a few times and never liked it and the first time he had one on with her was when he got himself very drunk he had no awareness and Anita and her sister, Elizabeth, had to come and get him and bring him home and he was pissing himself so they put diapers on him and Anita and Elizabeth changed him all night long when he needed it. Then he woke up wet and he was all sober by then but was totally embarrassed when he found out what happened. Occasionally he would wear one to bed with her and just as long as the diaper was dry, he didn’t mind it but it was never his thing because it was crinkly and bulky and he couldn’t imagine having a wetting problem and no wonder babies cried and hated wearing them and no wonder Natalie hated them too and kept taking them off for the first couple of weeks. They had to tape them on her so she couldn’t take them off and whenever she needed to be changed, they had to use scissors to cut through the tape. The diapers were also hot and his bottom would sweat in them. Anita said they didn’t feel that way for her and maybe it was because her body is used to it.
Anita finished cleaning him up and took the diaper away and she rolled it up and set it aside and unfolded the clean diaper. She placed it under him and she rubbed cream on him down there and rubbed it all in. She even played with his penis and stroked it. It felt so good.
Maybe drinking and driving wasn’t so bad after all and having a mad wife, he thought.
Anita then poured baby powder all over his bottom and diaper area and taped it closed. She knew how to make them snug on him. She threw his used diaper away in their bathroom. Glen got up and he was in his shirt and diaper only now. He went up to her and felt her bottom and stuck his hand down her pants and felt the outside of her diaper. She was also soaked and because she was a woman, it was wet in the middle and back. It was also nice and warm too. “Did you just wet it?” he asked.
“While I was changing you,” she said.
“You couldn’t hold it?”
“It was already wet and I have to take it off anyway,” she said.
“If you are going to piss in them and not use the bathroom, we’ll mind as well get you some cloth,” he said.
Anita frowned at him.
“We’ll it’s going to cost us more money.”
“You’re the one who wants me to wear them,” she said.
“Oh I see, this is pay pack. Just because I tell you you should wear them until you’re done having accidents, you decided to turn it around on me and use them for real so I will have to suffer buying more diapers in this house, I get it now. That is so you.”
He was guilty of the same thing, he also tried to turn it around on her by using them for real and she actually liked it and how could he be that stupid? She had been changing diapers for fifteen years straight all the way from when Natalie was a baby and then she had to wear them again when she was seven and Matthew was still in them and not even potty trained yet so it had been fifteen years total. Her own mother had been doing it for twenty three years straight because Anita was in them at night so she always had to put them on her and plus her young kids she had. Both minds sure thought alike. Anita and Glen were both doing diaper wars with each other. But pretty soon he will be out of them and it would be less money to spend on diapers. He decided if she kept pissing in her diapers intentionally, he was just going to buy her cloth and quit buying disposables for her. Sure she would buy them herself with the money he gives her but then pretty soon she will run out and then she would be forced to go to cloth and wear those and he can refuse to give her money for disposables. He had access to all their money and she had minimum access to it. It was the way they had it set up because she had money problems, she was spender and after getting in a fight about it when Brian was little, she handed him her checkbook and cards and said he takes care of it all and has all the access to it and she won’t have money because he is in charge of it all. So he gave her little of it so she had some spending money and if she needs money for anything, let him know and he will give it to her. But he won’t be giving her money for diapers so she will be forced to wear cloth or be forced to use the bathroom and not be so lazy. Hopefully she won’t steal Natalie’s but he could make her wear cloth too and Anita would be to blame. Maybe Anita would get sick of washing cloth she will stop wetting her diapers on purpose and go to the bathroom more often and have less accidents. It was his plan.
“Well Anita, since you like peeing in nappies, I will mind as well get you some cloth ones and not buy you anymore disposables. It will be cloth from now on and it will save us money,” said Glen.
“Those things are bulky smelly and hard to hide they give me a huge butt,” said Anita.
“Well your choice. You have hidden it from Elizabeth’s kids, I am sure you can do it now and if our kids say anything about it, just tell them you have developed a bladder problem. I’m sure you won’t be the only parent who has who aren’t even old yet.”
“For heaven’s sakes Glen, I woke up wet so this diaper is going to be thrown away so it doesn’t matter if I got it wet again or not,” said Anita.
“Well if you keep doing what you are doing now, you will lose bladder control.”
“Then I guess you will be buying more diapers.”
“I will just get you two cloth if our budget gets tight because of all the damage I may have to pay for the fine and court costs,” said Glen.
“Yet you had no problem spending money on your drinking habit but you have a problem with spending it on my wetting habit?” said Anita.
Glen sighed. Why did she always have to be right? She always brought up his drinking problems in their arguments but she was always right. She always made him feel like a selfish guy. Whenever she was right, she argued until the person was all worn out from the discussion and she never backed down and because he had to get ready for work and leave, he didn’t want to waste his time arguing with her over her wetting habit because she would just keep it going until she had her last word. So he picked his battles.
“You need me to change you?” Glen asked.
“It doesn’t take long to change a diaper so of course,” she said. She lied on the bed.
Glen got out a day time diaper for her. It was just an Attend. He set it on the bed and pulled her pajama bottoms off. He undid each tab on her diaper. “Here’s one tape,” he said. “Here’s two tapes,” he moved onto the third. “Here’s three tapes,” and he moved onto the fourth, “and here’s four tapes.”
He pulled the diaper away and wiped her down there. Then he unfolded the diaper and took the used diaper away and placed the clean one under her. He wondered if Anita was punishing him for his drinking with her wetting diapers intentionally too just to get back at him or was she just using his drinking as an excuse to wet them. If she wanted her way, she could get very manipulative and try and black mail. She had black mailed him several times over the years because he got on her bad side. Now she had done it again and she took photos of him in diapers and wouldn’t tell him what she was going to do with them. She has only threatened him with them if he doesn’t do as she says and their secret is safe with her if he complies. He didn’t like the sound of it so he obeyed her. But he didn’t know where she kept the photos. He hoped their kids would never find them.
Glen poured some powder all over her bottom and diaper and taped it up. He didn’t bother putting cream on her because he figured she was only wearing one for in case of accidents and if she wanted to wet it on purpose and stay in it, her problem. Plus she still had some on her from the night before. Anita didn’t say anything about him not putting cream on her so he figured she was going to use the bathroom that day. Little did he know she would just take the diaper off and put it back on. He pulled the pants back up over her diaper and he got dressed in his work clothes.
This story takes place during chapter 2 and perhaps chapter 3 of IC Natalie #3. You may notice how I have very little of their kids in it. I had planned to turn this into a story about his week in diapers and have it start with how he crashes into the bank and gets bailed out by his wife.
Glen Evans was on his way home on the bus. He had to go really bad. He was holding it because he didn’t want to use the diaper he had on. He had it on all day long and wet it twice and didn’t drink much fluids that day and he was very thirsty. The deal was he had to wear them for a week and he had three more days to go until he could use the bathrooms again and wear his boxers. His wife Anita was so full of wrath and anger sometimes she made him wear them for a week for her own satisfaction because he did something very stupid and it hurt her. So she made all the bathrooms off limits and kept the doors locked and kept the key and their kids had to ask for it every time they need to use it. He also had to take pictures of his used diapers to show his wife he wore them at work and kept them on and used them or he had to bring them home with him but because he took the bus that day, there was no way he was going to carry his used diaper around and he forgot their digital camera. Luckily his work clothes hid the diapers. So he has been stuck in the same diaper all day long and did two big ones in it and he was scared it will leak if he wet it again. He felt very nervous wetting himself at work so he would go to the bathroom and do it but Anita assured him the diapers she got him would hold because they worked fine with her and Natalie and no way would she send him to work in a crappy diaper that would leak easily and have everyone find out. The diapers would also allow him to pee in it more than once so he wouldn’t have to change it every time.
He was anxious to get home so he could pee and then get changed right after. He held his legs tight to keep himself from having an accident. The feeling was so uncomfortable and it was hard to relax and concentrate on anything else. People talking on the bus got too much for him because all his concentration was on his bladder so he was unable to filter the noise. He felt the urge to hold his crotch and rub it and also bouncing his feet to try and deal with the pain and screaming at every one to be quiet. But he would look silly and it was inappropriate to grab himself there and he didn’t want to draw any attention and get anyone upset. He could understand now how it really felt for his wife and why she would make strange sounds or start doing repetitive body movements and have a breakdown. She always had issues with noise and crowds and he would get mad at her about it telling her why couldn’t she get over it and learn to get used to it. Now it was karma and a punishment he was getting by Mother Nature. He knew if he could just wet the diaper, the noise won’t be bad anymore and he would be able to stand it and it will be less stimulating but with his wife, only way she could fix it is if she leaves and since this was the bus, he was trapped and she wouldn’t have a choice and he did. He finally decided to let loose. He felt relieved to get rid of the pain and the diaper got wetter and wetter and it felt like he was sitting in some water and it was nice and warm and he felt it around his balls. Then he noticed the front of his pants were wet.
Oh crap, he thought.
He felt embarrassed about wetting his pants and now everyone on the bus will know he had pissed himself. He took off his coat and put it over his lap. Now no one will know what he did. He was hoping no one noticed. The noise on the bus got quieter and he was able to filter the noise now and it didn’t sound bad anymore. He no longer felt like he was getting over stimulated. But the diaper was very wet and uncomfortable and he was anxious to get home so his wife will change him. She always changed the diapers because it’s what she preferred. Now she will have wet pants to take care of. Then all of a sudden he felt a bowel movement coming.
Oh great, he thought.
He would hold that too and hope he makes it to town before messing himself. He didn’t want to do it on the bus in front of everyone. He didn’t feel comfortable doing it in front of everyone and wetting himself was bad enough. He didn’t like doing it either and he didn’t want the diaper to feel more uncomfortable.
Then finally the bus made it to exit 14 and turned off the interstate and turned right and turned down south again and then it headed east again on 259th Street. Glen really really had to make a bowel movement. He looked at his watch and saw it was only six o’ seven. The town was hidden behind trees so no one from the interstate could see it. The bus pulled into the Park & Ride Center where people parked and caught the express bus to Portland. Glen was glad to get off. He walked away from everyone and took out his cellphone to call his wife to let her know he was back in town and to come get him. He let loose in the diaper while making the call. He felt better to relieve the pain but now he was in a messy diaper. It felt gross being in his poop and pee and it was something he would have to get used to if he had to wear them for the rest of his life. He kept his coat wrapped around his waist to hide the accident.
He dialed his home number and Anita answered the phone. “Hello?”
“Hey honey I am back in town now,” he told her. “I need to be picked up.”
“Okay, I will be right there to get you after I get finished cooking so the food won’t get burned,” she said.
“Can’t you put one of the kids in charge?” Glen asked.
“No I want to make sure it’s done right, I will be right there when I take it off the burner. I will see you soon, bye.”
Then the line went dead before he could say anything else. Now he had to wait for her.
He stood away from people while he waited because he was still embarrassed about the mess he made in his pants and he was worried about the smell. The bus then left again and people walked to their cars while some just hung around and waited for something. What had he gotten himself into?
He stood in the wet and messy diaper and kept looking at his watch. Six-ten, six-fifteen, six-twenty. Why did his wife have to be so rigid about food? She was always rigid, things having to be done a certain way, things needing to be right, and she liked all her routines so that meant food had to be a certain way and she was afraid their kids wouldn’t do it right. She preferred if she did it because it was all predictable for her. She just left him standing in the wet and messy diaper just so she could do her routine of cooking instead of just asking her kids to watch the food and take it off the burner when it’s done and run out the door and get him. She just had to leave him waiting in the dark at the Park & Ride center. At least she was flexible enough to go get him but she couldn’t be flexible about her cooking. It was like he wasn’t that important and the food was.
Soon Anita pulled into the parking lot with their minivan and she found him and parked in front of him. He got in and sat down. He buckled up and they headed home. She just drove right off after he shut the door not even giving him the chance to put on his seatbelt so he did it while the car was in motion. They lived out of town so they had to drive through town to get home. Glen untied his coat and let his wife notice the wet spot on his pants but she was too busy watching the road so she didn’t notice. She will notice when they get home. Nothing was said on the way home. Anita didn’t talk much. She wasn’t too much of a talker and only time she was were about her interests or stuff she wanted to talk about and he didn’t want to get her started or it would be hard to shut her up. He could tell she was just anxious to get home because she did have to go to town and get him and she had errands she did that day for Natalie and it took energy out of her.
When they got home, he got out of the car and headed inside having the coat tied around his waist again to hide it from their kids. He just wanted to go upstairs to his room and get cleaned up but he got bombed with questions instead from Natalie and she was loud. She always talked loud and people had to often tell her to lower her voice. She couldn’t see he was exhausted and he wanted to go upstairs and relax a little from the long bus ride. She couldn’t read hints well or body language just like her mother and little brother so they always needed to be told explicitly about stuff people would already know.
“How did you get home so soon?” she asked. “Did you get off early?”
“I got off at five and I took the express bus. The express bus runs down to down town Portland and back and they take the motorway, I-5.,” he said. “Maybe this won’t be bad if I do lose my license for a while.”
He had come all the way from England so he used British terms and over there they called interstates motorways. All his kids knew their terms because they were half English too and he used British terms with them growing up.
“How does it come up here quick if there are always traffic jams?” Natalie asked.
“It’s an hour and a half bus ride,” said Glen. “They have the express lanes for buses so they get to their stops on time and it gets me home quicker too.”
“What do the lanes look like?”
“Like any normal lanes except they are marked for buses and carpools only,” Glen replied.
“Why do you have your coat like that?”
Glen thought for a moment. He couldn’t say he just does or she would keep asking him why and then maybe tell him to take it off and ask him why not if he refuses and obsess about it. He thought of an excuse quick.
“I spilled some coffee,” he said.
“So why are you covering it?”
“Because it looks like I wet myself and it’s very embarrassing,”
“Ooo let me see.” Natalie sounded excited all of a sudden.
He realized his mistake and stopped her when she was heading towards him.
“Natalie, no, it’s just a spill you don’t need to see it,” said Glen.
“I wanna see how big it is and what it looks like,” she said.
“You don’t need to see it, it’s just a spill.”
“Why? What’s wrong with me seeing it?”
“Natalie, please?” said Glen raising his voice. “Just stop it. I had a hard day at work and I want to go upstairs and get cleaned up so quit harassing me!”
He knew yelling at her would upset her and it did the trick. He was uncomfortable in the diaper and his bottom itched from the poo and he was miserable in his mess so he didn’t have the patience for her constant questioning and her needing to know a reason for everything. He had to yell to get her attention because at least she picked up on that.
He then said to his wife. “I need you to go upstairs with me and help me with something.”
Anita knew what it meant and took his hand. Glen was glad Natalie didn’t ask why she was always taking him to their room. Then he would have to come up with a new excuse without getting bombed by questions. He just didn’t have the energy for it so he snapped at her. She had worn him out that quick.
“No one eats until we come back down,” Anita told Natalie and Matthew.
Matthew was in the family room watching TV and Natalie was just standing in the kitchen all upset.
Glen and Anita headed upstairs and to their room. He made sure their door was locked. He would hate to have one of their kids walk in and see him getting the diaper changed. He refused to refer them as his diapers. He didn’t even need to wear them and he was being made to. He untied the coat and threw it on the chair. Anita set a clean towel on the bed and he lied on top of it. Anita got out a clean diaper and grabbed the tub of wipes.
“It looks like you had a leak,” she said noticing the accident.
“I did, I couldn’t hold it and the noise was too much so once I let it loose, I could finally deal with the noise on the bus,” said Glen.
“That’s great,” she said as she started undoing his pants. “You get mad at me for getting stressed out in crowds and having my episodes, now you got to experience it and see what it’s like and how hard it is and that’s a bonus with this. Now maybe you won’t get mad at me about it anymore. Where did you spill the coffee?”
“I didn’t. That was a lie to cover up why I had my coat down there and I wasn’t going to tell her I wet myself and she just started badgering me and she couldn’t see how I felt and how uncomfortable I was and I just wanted to get cleaned up first.”
“Well what do you expect? It’s how she gets through the world, asking questions so she can figure stuff out what other people already know and you yelled at her about it.”
“Well what I was I supposed to tell her?” Glen said firmly. “Tell her I pissed myself? I already tried telling her she doesn’t need to see it and she wouldn’t take that for an answer and what else could I say to her? At least she understands yelling so it was the only way to get her to back off. Sometimes she gets too personal and doesn’t know when to quit until you scream at her. Seesh we really need to teach her so people won’t have to yell to get her attention and then she is upset.”
Anita pulled off his pants and undid his diaper. “Did you change at all today? This thing is soaked.”
“I had to take the bus and I didn’t want to carry around a dirty nappy and I forgot our camera so I stayed in the same nappy and drank less fluids as I could,” Glen replied.
“I always tell Natalie to drink enough fluids or her pee will smell and she will stink. Remember how I used to smell like pee every morning and our room smelled like piss and Brian asked one day why it smelled so bad in there and we blamed it on the dog we had?”
Glen could remember their old toy dog they used to have and his name was Stinker. Then they had to get rid of him because he was too much work and trouble for their apartment. Brian was upset for a while but he got over it and decided someone else was lonely and needed a partner so Stinker was there to keep them company. They didn’t have pets for a while until Matthew was three and it was cats this time and then they got a dog when he was five.
“If you don’t drink enough, you will smell at work. How many times did you pee in it?” Anita asked.
“Three,” said Glen.
“Wow, I could pee in these five times before they leaked,” said Anita.
“I held it is why so when I went, they were really big ones,” said Glen.
“You did a big dump in this one too, I am afraid the diaper’s too wet for me to use to wipe off and you are going to have to shower to clean it off.”
She removed the diaper and had him stand up and she took him to the bathroom and started the water in the bathtub. Glen took off his socks and shirts and got in and washed the mess off. After he was done, he dried off and went back in the bedroom and lied back on the bed. Anita had been watching him all along to make sure he wouldn’t use the toilet. She unfolded the diaper and placed it under him. He saw she had rash cream out and baby powder.
“I want my husband to smell all nice and fresh and be comfortable in his nappy,” Anita said playfully with a fake English accent.
She wiped cream all over his balls and penis and area. She also massaged his penis. Glen liked it. She also massaged his balls too. He imagined her giving him a blow job but no way will she do it. Instead she massaged his penis and played with it before wiping her hands and pouring powder all over the diaper and his crotch and she taped the diaper in place. He felt he was about to cum and she stopped right before he would. Now he was going to have blue balls. Then she lied on top of him rubbing him down there some more. Glen wanted her to keep on rubbing him there so he would cum. He liked the affection she was giving him. She hardly ever gave it to him because she never liked to be touched or held much but with her keeping him in diapers, she was affectionate all of a sudden and acted loving towards him despite how angry she is at him for his dumb move. Glen grabbed around her bottom and felt her diaper. He checked to see if it was wet. He touched her there and felt the wetness. She wore them for her accidents. She never had incontinence, she always had a problem with wetting because she wet the bed off and on in her adulthood and she had been doing it nightly now and the during the day now because she couldn’t sense when she had to go and by the time she would know, she could barely hold it and had to go really really bad so she always went on potty schedule to empty her bladder to avoid such thing. But lately she had been having accidents due to stress and anxiety so he made her wear them again and she decided he has to wear them with her for a week because of the deal he broke. She made him go a week without drinking and he couldn’t even wait three more days so he went to the bar and drank and got himself so drunk he got in a fight there and then he drove under the influence and crashed into the bank. Anita was furious when she found out and it was impossible to hide it from her. He wanted to make up for what he did and she said he will wear diapers with her for a week and use them for their intended purpose and no toilets allowed. He protested and she told him she will make him wear them until she is done with them if he doesn’t stop bellyaching about it. Defeated, he stopped complaining and just took the consequence. But she kept it hidden from their kids and didn’t humiliate him with it. She just made sure he was well pampered and had a clean diaper on and she would make him stay in the same diaper after wetting it once because it could hold more and those diapers were expensive. She had gotten him Molicare because they held good and could hold a big pee. She tested them and she peed in one five times before it leaked. She had spent all day on a Sunday wearing one and drinking lots of fluids so she could wet it and see how much it held. None of her kids knew she wore them except for Natalie but she wanted to know nothing about it. They all knew she wore them until her adulthood before she stopped wetting the bed and it was only sometimes now and it happened off and on. But the day she got him out of jail, she was screaming at him and yelling he will be wearing them for a week and using them for their intended purposes and didn’t care if Natalie may over hear it or not. But she hadn’t said anything about it so maybe she didn’t catch on what Anita said because she was too busy on the computer she tuned the yelling out. She always tuned the outside world out when she got into her hobbies and interests.
Anita kept on rubbing him there and he told her to not stop until he cums so she kept rubbing him until he exploded. He felt very good inside and he pulled down her pants to see her wet diaper and he rubbed it there. “When did you do this?” he asked while rubbing her there.
“While I was cooking, I wasn’t going to race for the bathroom and risk having the food get burned and having an accident on myself so I used the diaper,” she said.
“Being lazy I see,” he said.
“It’s not about me being lazy Glen, the sudden urge of having to go hit me and what is the point racing to the bathroom and then having an accident before I could take it off and get on the toilet and have some of it on my pants or diaper so I just used it for what it’s for and continued cooking.”
“Did you remember to go to the bathroom before?” Glen asked.
“I try to remember.”
“But did you go at all, yes or no?”
“I forgot,” she said.
“Okay,” said Glen. “It’s my turn to get you cleaned up now.”
Glen laid her flat on the bed. Seeing her in a wet diaper was making him horny. He grabbed one of her clean diapers from the closet and brought it to the bed. She wore different brands than he did because that was what she had for herself. He took off her diaper and wiped her clean down there and took the used diaper away and rolled it in a ball. He unfolded the diaper and placed it under her and he rubbed cream all over her trimmed pussy. He liked touching her down there. He kept rubbing it all in enjoying her pussy and then he wiped his fingers and poured powder on her diaper and on her crotch and taped the diaper closed. He put her pants back on. “Now we’re both fresh and clean,” he said massaging her diaper.
“I don’t mind wearing them when you do,” she said.
Then there was a knock at the door and door knob jiggling. “When are you guys done in there? I’m hungry,” said Matthew.
Glen knew it was time to end their time alone and get to dinner. He was so glad he had that door locked or Matthew would have seen him in a diaper and how would he explain it to him. “Remember when I crashed my car because I was out drinking and then I drove while I was intoxicated? Your mother got very mad at me and not only did she scream at me for two hours, she is making me wear these for a week now.” No he couldn’t tell him that.
“We’re coming out,” Glen called. “Give us a minute.”
He got changed into his sweats and long shirt again to hide the diaper. Anita threw the used diapers away in their bathroom and locked the door again. The kids never went in there and had no reason to so she kept their used diapers in there to take out later when the trash bag gets full. He looked at her bottom and couldn’t tell she had one on because she always wore loose clothing. She never liked anything tight so she always wore loose clothes. They opened their bedroom door and saw Matthew was counting down to zero. He stopped and said “It only took you thirty seconds,” he said. They all went downstairs to eat. Anita locked the kid’s bathroom on the way down.
“Dinner’s ready,” she called.
They all sat down at the table to eat and waited for Natalie and Kelly to get downstairs. Glen noticed the four plates on the table again. He didn’t think it was a big deal because Kelly could just grab a plate from the cupboard and a cup and silverware. He wondered how much longer this would last until she gets over it.
Later in the evening:
“Anita, you don’t need to keep the bathrooms door locked,” Glen told her when he came upstairs. Anita had come out of the kids bathroom after telling Natalie her idea about her keeping her diaper supply in there so she wouldn’t have to bring a diaper in there every time and wipes. Since she had a few tubs of them, she would mind as well keep one of them in the bathroom.
“I won’t use the toilet,” said Glen.
“I don’t know Glen,” said Anita. “How can I trust you? You won’t try and cheat?”
Glen felt guilty all over again. The word had triggered what he did before. He had slept with another woman, a co-worker. He did it while he was drunk because he liked her and found her better than Anita because she had empathy and could give out affection and showed she cared and give out emotional support and she was flexible and not rigid and she could just take care of herself better and he didn’t need to give her lists for her to do things and how to live her days so she could function. She could do things on her own everyone could do. She was pretty and thinner than Anita and she also had blonde hair and she was a little younger than Anita by two years and she had two teenagers who lived with their dad. He really liked this woman but he couldn’t get too close to her, he could only be her friend so they were drink buddies at her house. Then she got mad at him when he decided he would rather go to the bar and drink because at least he won’t sleep with any women there so she told him he would rather stay married with a retard and someone who can’t even work or even manage her own money and who sucks in bed and can’t even give him love or let him give her love and who is an abuser and cold hearted and an embarrassment to him and why would he want to keeping raising his kids with the retard. That made Glen very mad so he threw some beer bottles and broke them and stormed out of her home. He wanted to slap her for insulting his wife and judging her. It wasn’t her fault, she just has anxiety, social problems, sensory processing issues, and emotional problems and she was on medication for it. He realized he loved her but it wasn’t enough to get him to realize his drinking was a problem so he went to Christopher’s Bar instead because it was closer to home. He found it better to drink there than at home where she was dumping his beer. He was never going to let her find out he had cheated on her. She had told him years ago before they had kids she despised cheaters and they were cowards and weak and not to be trusted and if she found out her boyfriend did that or her own husband, she would kick him out. If they didn’t like being with the person they were with, they should tell them and break up with them before they date another person, if not they’re cowards because they couldn’t tell them first how they feel and break up with them. Even Grandma Del (Anita’s mother) said the same about cheaters, all cowards and dishonest people who can’t be trusted, stay away from them. According to them, he would be a coward if they knew what he did. Glen noticed Grandma Del had a little bit of Anita’s problem in her, they were mother and daughter so problems could pass though genes, but she was closer to normal than Anita. She just came off as rude and obnoxious sometimes and would get very loud at times and she always laughed at herself for her own social blunders and mistakes and taking things literal but she was pretty normal and she managed ten kids she had and three special needs kids and made it on her own without her family support.
“Because I have been going potty in them like a good boy and haven’t been trying to cheat,” said Glen.
“I can tell you have been using them for the past two days without a problem,” said Anita. “Okay I will tell you what boy. I will leave the bathrooms unlocked but if I catch you using a potty or I find out you did, I will add another week to your diaper wearing and keep the bathrooms locked again and not leave them unlocked until it’s over.”
“Sounds good,” said Glen.
“What sounds good?”
“The deal you just made.”
“Okay, I will tell Natalie to leave the door unlocked when she is done in there,” Anita informed.
She slapped his butt playfully and walked away. Glen was glad none of their kids were in the hallway or they may have heard the sound. He was also glad she didn’t speak loudly.
Anita was getting ready for bed at nine. It was the time every day she always got her jamese on before bed. She took her day time diaper off and went to the bathroom and grabbed a Molicare from the pack that belonged to her. She put it on and put her bottoms over it. She put her unused diaper away for her to wear tomorrow.
Downstairs, Glen was in need of using the bathroom. He was watching TV and Matthew was playing in the family room with Skippy. Glen knew he couldn’t use the toilet and he knew he could just leave the room and go to the dining room or living room or laundry room or the den or the hallway and wet himself. He noticed Matthew wasn’t paying attention to him and he was too focused playing with the dog. He relaxed his muscles and let loose. He felt pee come out and it went into the diaper. He felt it get wetter and wetter and nice and warm in the front. The wetness formed around his balls. He was wetting his pants except the chair was staying dry and so were his pants.
“Dad, what is it?” Matthew asked.
“What?” Glen asked.
“You had this look on your face,” he said and imitated it.
“Oh I miss my beer,” he said.
The pee stopped coming out. Him being caught stopped the flow. It was a big one anyway. He knew he would have to go again not too long later to finish going to the bathroom. It didn’t take long for the diaper to absorb the urine and he felt dry again. He wondered how his wife could stand it and his daughter. Of course she didn’t have a choice but she didn’t change after one accident and his wife would wet hers on purpose sometimes. It didn’t bother him she would use them but sometimes the cost of them did so her wetting them on purpose was a problem. He thought about switching her back to cloth so she could wear them and wet them all she wants but they had kids and it would be noticeable because of the bulk. Maybe if he just decides to expose it by telling their kids their mother has developed a bladder problem so she will be wearing diapers from now on and then get her some cloth and put her in them and then they would know why she has the big butt now. She confessed to him before she would wet her diapers on purpose at night when she was growing up because she didn’t want to get out of bed or want them to get put back on her again after her mother get through putting them on her for bedtime. He asked her how is peeing in them comfortable for her and she said she had done it her whole life so it’s normal for her and he asked her how does Natalie live with it and she said she got used to it. Glen never asked her about her about her bodily functions because he knew he would be embarrassed if someone asked him about his accidents in diapers so why would he think she would feel comfortable talking about her accidents in hers, no one asks a woman about her bleeding in her pad on her time of the month or if they have dripped in their pad yet or how bloody is it and how does it feel.
Matthew didn’t say anything and he went back to playing with Skippy. Then Anita came down in her pajamas. “Okay Matthew, time for bed.”
“Aw Mom,” said Matthew.
“C’mon. You know bedtime is always at nine and you’re not even in your pajamas.”
She took Matthew and pulled him out of the room. Skippy followed after them.
Glen was able to do the rest in his diaper after they headed upstairs. He felt around for leaks and there were none. But he was now soaked in the front.
Later in the evening, Glen and Anita were in their room. He was getting undressed.
“Uh Anita, I need to be changed,” said Glen.
Anita looked at his diaper and checked it. “It looks fine, it will hold more,” she said. “If you wet it more and it’s going to leak the next time you pee in it, wake me.”
Glen was stuck in his wet diaper. It wasn’t anything new. Ever since they had gotten him Molicares, she had been refusing to change him after one wetting because they could hold more and she tested them. They were thick and bulky and he was still getting used to it. But Anita took joy in him wearing them and she looked very content wearing hers. It had been a battle in the past to get her to wear one so he always woke up in a wet bed and would have to shower before work and he would also wake up from her getting up at night to go from the alarm going off and if she also happened to wake up a lot at night, she always went to the bathroom to avoid a wet bed. She never really got over her night time problem and it would come and go. But she looked more content in them if he had one on with her and he always refused to wear one and only would on occasion.
Glen woke up at six in the morning. He always got up, got dressed, had cereal, and headed out the door. But his routine had been different because he was wearing diapers now for a week. Only two more days. He was soaked because he had wet it several times in the middle of the night. His wife wouldn’t change him because she said it would hold more and wake her up if he wets it two more times unless it’s about to leak. So he had to sleep in a soggy diaper and he had to get used to being wet despite feeling dry but the thought of having urine in there was disgusting it made him feel dirty. For the past five days it had been hell for him because he always felt dirty. Now his wife tells him he has to drink more water or he will get dehydrated and people will really smell the urine. Anita woke up next to him. “How did you sleep?” she asked.
“Had another bad night,” he said.
“I bet you’re wet again,” she said.
“What do you think?” he asked.
Anita got out of bed and she went to his drawer and pulled out a Molicare. She grabbed the tub of wipes and rash cream and baby powder. She set them on the bed and she pulled the covers off him and pulled his sweats down.
“You’re soaked,” she said. “How many times did you pee in it?”
“I don’t know, I lost count,” he said.
She started to remove each tab. She pulled the diaper away. “Aren’t you glad I made you shave down there,” she said.
She grabbed a clean wipe and started to wipe him down there. It made his penis get hard. “I bet you like this,” said Anita.
She said it every time he got hard down there. Why do people always assume if a man is hard, they like it? Didn’t they know erections can be involuntary? All they had to do was stimulate it to make it hard and the wipe touching him there was making it hard. He also couldn’t believe she liked cleaning up his messes and pee and actually changing them. Why would it surprise him? She changed diapers before and she had been changing Natalie for eight years and she always would try and get him to wear a diaper to bed with her even when they first met and he tried it a few times and never liked it and the first time he had one on with her was when he got himself very drunk he had no awareness and Anita and her sister, Elizabeth, had to come and get him and bring him home and he was pissing himself so they put diapers on him and Anita and Elizabeth changed him all night long when he needed it. Then he woke up wet and he was all sober by then but was totally embarrassed when he found out what happened. Occasionally he would wear one to bed with her and just as long as the diaper was dry, he didn’t mind it but it was never his thing because it was crinkly and bulky and he couldn’t imagine having a wetting problem and no wonder babies cried and hated wearing them and no wonder Natalie hated them too and kept taking them off for the first couple of weeks. They had to tape them on her so she couldn’t take them off and whenever she needed to be changed, they had to use scissors to cut through the tape. The diapers were also hot and his bottom would sweat in them. Anita said they didn’t feel that way for her and maybe it was because her body is used to it.
Anita finished cleaning him up and took the diaper away and she rolled it up and set it aside and unfolded the clean diaper. She placed it under him and she rubbed cream on him down there and rubbed it all in. She even played with his penis and stroked it. It felt so good.
Maybe drinking and driving wasn’t so bad after all and having a mad wife, he thought.
Anita then poured baby powder all over his bottom and diaper area and taped it closed. She knew how to make them snug on him. She threw his used diaper away in their bathroom. Glen got up and he was in his shirt and diaper only now. He went up to her and felt her bottom and stuck his hand down her pants and felt the outside of her diaper. She was also soaked and because she was a woman, it was wet in the middle and back. It was also nice and warm too. “Did you just wet it?” he asked.
“While I was changing you,” she said.
“You couldn’t hold it?”
“It was already wet and I have to take it off anyway,” she said.
“If you are going to piss in them and not use the bathroom, we’ll mind as well get you some cloth,” he said.
Anita frowned at him.
“We’ll it’s going to cost us more money.”
“You’re the one who wants me to wear them,” she said.
“Oh I see, this is pay pack. Just because I tell you you should wear them until you’re done having accidents, you decided to turn it around on me and use them for real so I will have to suffer buying more diapers in this house, I get it now. That is so you.”
He was guilty of the same thing, he also tried to turn it around on her by using them for real and she actually liked it and how could he be that stupid? She had been changing diapers for fifteen years straight all the way from when Natalie was a baby and then she had to wear them again when she was seven and Matthew was still in them and not even potty trained yet so it had been fifteen years total. Her own mother had been doing it for twenty three years straight because Anita was in them at night so she always had to put them on her and plus her young kids she had. Both minds sure thought alike. Anita and Glen were both doing diaper wars with each other. But pretty soon he will be out of them and it would be less money to spend on diapers. He decided if she kept pissing in her diapers intentionally, he was just going to buy her cloth and quit buying disposables for her. Sure she would buy them herself with the money he gives her but then pretty soon she will run out and then she would be forced to go to cloth and wear those and he can refuse to give her money for disposables. He had access to all their money and she had minimum access to it. It was the way they had it set up because she had money problems, she was spender and after getting in a fight about it when Brian was little, she handed him her checkbook and cards and said he takes care of it all and has all the access to it and she won’t have money because he is in charge of it all. So he gave her little of it so she had some spending money and if she needs money for anything, let him know and he will give it to her. But he won’t be giving her money for diapers so she will be forced to wear cloth or be forced to use the bathroom and not be so lazy. Hopefully she won’t steal Natalie’s but he could make her wear cloth too and Anita would be to blame. Maybe Anita would get sick of washing cloth she will stop wetting her diapers on purpose and go to the bathroom more often and have less accidents. It was his plan.
“Well Anita, since you like peeing in nappies, I will mind as well get you some cloth ones and not buy you anymore disposables. It will be cloth from now on and it will save us money,” said Glen.
“Those things are bulky smelly and hard to hide they give me a huge butt,” said Anita.
“Well your choice. You have hidden it from Elizabeth’s kids, I am sure you can do it now and if our kids say anything about it, just tell them you have developed a bladder problem. I’m sure you won’t be the only parent who has who aren’t even old yet.”
“For heaven’s sakes Glen, I woke up wet so this diaper is going to be thrown away so it doesn’t matter if I got it wet again or not,” said Anita.
“Well if you keep doing what you are doing now, you will lose bladder control.”
“Then I guess you will be buying more diapers.”
“I will just get you two cloth if our budget gets tight because of all the damage I may have to pay for the fine and court costs,” said Glen.
“Yet you had no problem spending money on your drinking habit but you have a problem with spending it on my wetting habit?” said Anita.
Glen sighed. Why did she always have to be right? She always brought up his drinking problems in their arguments but she was always right. She always made him feel like a selfish guy. Whenever she was right, she argued until the person was all worn out from the discussion and she never backed down and because he had to get ready for work and leave, he didn’t want to waste his time arguing with her over her wetting habit because she would just keep it going until she had her last word. So he picked his battles.
“You need me to change you?” Glen asked.
“It doesn’t take long to change a diaper so of course,” she said. She lied on the bed.
Glen got out a day time diaper for her. It was just an Attend. He set it on the bed and pulled her pajama bottoms off. He undid each tab on her diaper. “Here’s one tape,” he said. “Here’s two tapes,” he moved onto the third. “Here’s three tapes,” and he moved onto the fourth, “and here’s four tapes.”
He pulled the diaper away and wiped her down there. Then he unfolded the diaper and took the used diaper away and placed the clean one under her. He wondered if Anita was punishing him for his drinking with her wetting diapers intentionally too just to get back at him or was she just using his drinking as an excuse to wet them. If she wanted her way, she could get very manipulative and try and black mail. She had black mailed him several times over the years because he got on her bad side. Now she had done it again and she took photos of him in diapers and wouldn’t tell him what she was going to do with them. She has only threatened him with them if he doesn’t do as she says and their secret is safe with her if he complies. He didn’t like the sound of it so he obeyed her. But he didn’t know where she kept the photos. He hoped their kids would never find them.
Glen poured some powder all over her bottom and diaper and taped it up. He didn’t bother putting cream on her because he figured she was only wearing one for in case of accidents and if she wanted to wet it on purpose and stay in it, her problem. Plus she still had some on her from the night before. Anita didn’t say anything about him not putting cream on her so he figured she was going to use the bathroom that day. Little did he know she would just take the diaper off and put it back on. He pulled the pants back up over her diaper and he got dressed in his work clothes.