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Post by Bad Beth on Jul 20, 2013 8:08:31 GMT
Chapter 6
I went back to school next week on Wednesday. Some kids asked me questions about the fight last Wednesday. “That was so cool what happened last week,” said a girl. (I don’t know her name) “Even if you wear diapers, you’re still cool.” “Veronica deserved to get beat up,” said Rosanne. “She has a couple of bruises on her body.” “I heard about last year Veronica used to put down a seventh grader because she had cerebral palsy. She wasn’t in crutches, wheelchair, or supporters. She couldn’t talk good and she had troubles picking up her own pencil and she couldn’t write good because she had troubles holding it,” said Tara. I’ve heard about cerebral palsy. It’s also a medical problem too. “Did she wear diapers too?” I asked. ”I don’t know,” Rosanne replied. “But that’s a good question. Not all people with cerebral palsy wear them.” “I heard some of them are retarded too,” said Tara. “It’s not good to tease people just because they’re different,” I said. Then the bell rang. It was time to start school.
During English something kept hitting me. I wish it would stop. I looked around the class. Everyone looked innocent, especially Veronica. I faced the front of the class. Then something hit my head and landed on my desk. It was a spitball. Doggone these people. They saw how strong I was last week and they’re still picking on me. Another spitball flew by my face. I turned quick. I didn’t catch the suspect. Then I saw something underneath Veronica’s chair. It was a straw. I thought it was her. I wasn’t going to let her get away with it. I raised my hand. “Yes,” Mr. Humphy asked. “Veronica was throwing spitballs at me,” I said. “No I wasn’t,” said Veronica. “Oh yeah,” I said. “Then what do you call that underneath your chair?” I pointed. Veronica looked under her chair and saw the straw. “What? You framed me!” she shouted. “Oh yeah, it just happens the straw went underneath your chair by itself,” I said angrily. “Are you calling me a liar?” Veronica asked. “Okay girls, that’s enough,” said Mr. Humphy. “I don’t allow fighting in my class and Veronica go to the office.” Veronica picked up her stuff and glared at me as she left. I glared back.
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In world geography, Veronica came back. She still didn’t looked happy. Mrs. Sippy left the class to make extra copies of chapter six worksheets. Veronica started to throw spitballs at me again. “Will you quit throwing spitballs at me?” I said firmly. “No,” she said. “See, you were throwing spitballs at me in English,” I said. “No I wasn’t.” “But you’re doing it right now,” I pointed out. “You said I did it last period but I really didn’t so I’m doing it right now.” Some kids started to tease Veronica about her bedwetting. “Veronica, you better remember to put a diaper on tonight before you go to bed,” Bobbi Manette teased. “How many times do you wet the bed in the middle of the night, Veronica?” Kyle asked. “How many times do I have to tell you guys?” yelled Veronica. “I do not wet the bed!” “Yeah right!” Kyle shouted. “Hey Natalie?” Jennifer asked. “Do you sleep with your nightlight on?” “No,” I replied. “Shut up Jennifer,” said Caitlin. “We’re teasing the bed wetter, not the diaper girl.” I saw the door handle turn. “The teacher’s coming everybody!” I warned. Everyone stopped talking. “Thank you for waiting quietly everyone,” said Mrs. Sippy. Yeah right. Mrs. Sippy passed out worksheets to everyone. I opened up my world geography book and read chapter six. After I was done, I worked on the worksheet. I didn’t want to have homework again so I did my best working. I had to trust myself that I was right to the questions on the worksheet. Even though I didn’t know where to look in the book for answers, I guessed. I trusted myself that I was right. After I was done, I turned my work in. “Thank you Natalie,” said Mrs. Sippy. I sat back down in my chair and sighed. I got my work done. Five minutes later, Mrs. Sippy gave me back my worksheet. “You need to do this again,” she said. “I don’t tolerate this kind of work.” “But I did it,” I protested. “You didn’t even try,” she said. “All the answers are wrong.” “But I did my best,” I said. “School is about learning, working, and doing research, so get used to it. You’re getting to an age when you need to work all the time. I had to learn to deal with it when I was in junior high.” “Do you have any idea what it’s like for me to come home after school?” I said. “I work in school very hard and then I come home from school to relax but instead I have homework and by the time I get it done it’s time for bed.” “That’s the way it goes,” said Mrs. Sippy. “I work seven days a week, even on holidays.” “At least you don’t have to come home and do homework,” I said. Mrs. Sippy wrote something on the slip and tore it off the pad and gave it to me. “Go to the office for arguing with me,” she said. I got out of my chair. “Take your stuff too,” said Mrs. Sippy. I zipped my binder and left the classroom. I walked to the principal’s office and gave Ms. Penny my slip. She was busy so I waited in the isolation room. About a minute later Veronica came in and sat down. I wonder what she did wrong. Veronica stuck her tongue out at me. “Diaper girl.” “Mom and Dad make me wear them,” I said. “Why? Because you’re a baby.” “No because I don’t have control over my bladder so I have to wear them.” “Aren’t you going to admit you don’t have control over your bowels either? You pooped in your diaper last week and the teacher excused you to get changed.” I stuck my tongue out at her. “I bet you watch Barney,” she said. “I don’t,” I said. “Yes you do. I bet you have a stuff Barney.” “Who told you that?” “No one. I’m smart.” “I bet you watch Sesame Street,” I said. “Lot of kids like Sesame Street,” Veronica said. “That’s why you see characters on clothes in our size.” “I bet you like the Teletubbies,” I said. “Ick. I hate that show. It’s for babies and I heard you have a talking Po.” “Hey you know the character names!” I exclaimed. “You know the sun up in the sky with a baby face? What’s its name?” “Ooo you watch it,” Veronica taunted. “I’ve only turned channels and I would see it,” I said. (Author’s note: Anyone notice I recycled this part and used it for chapter 17 when I re wrote this?) Then Ms. Penny came in. “Okay Natalie I heard you had problems again. Come with me.” I followed her into another room. “Take a seat please.” I thought for a moment. What did she mean? I know she didn’t mean take a chair out of the room. “I mean sit down please,” Ms. Penny translated. I sat down on the floor. “In a chair please.” I got up and sat in a chair. God I’m so stupid. Ms. Penny sat down. “I heard you had an argument with your world geography teacher about school work. What happened?” I told her what happened. “I can see you don’t like homework because you like to come home and have a little free time?” Ms. Penny said. “That’s not exactly what I mean,” I said. “I mean when I come home, I want to relax and not do a lot of thinking and using up my calories.” “That’s why we eat food so we can have energy. Calories is energy.” “I’m just afraid if I eat too much food, I’ll gain weight.” “As long as you eat healthy, you won’t and now let’s talk about your problem.” We talked about it. After we were done I was sent back to class. Ms. Penny gave me a proper warning if I ever argue with a teacher, I get isolation for the rest of the day. She means tomorrow, the next day, next week, next month, for the rest of the school year. Even in 2001 until school is out. I sat down in Mrs. Sippy’s class. I worked on chapter six. Then the bell rang. Everyone got out of their seat and went to their next class. I had PE next. I went to the locker room and went to my locker.i got my PE clothes and went to the stall to get changed. After I was done, I waited for class to began. I took out a rubber band and put it in my hair. After the kids were done changing, the bell rang. The gym teacher, Mr. Bumblet, came out of the gym office. “Okay everybody. It’s time to warm up,” he said. I hate warm ups. We picked a spot to warm up. We all did stretches. We’re all old enough to do it on our own. I did my stretches quick as possible. Then it was time to run across the gym, this is even worse. I’d rather save my calories for PE and not use them in warm ups. “Natalie, go warm up,” Mr. Bumblet said. “I’m saving my calories,” I said. (Author’s note: Yeah I took this out because I didn’t want Natalie to be this stupid and she should know already we’re always burning energy and using calories. I had health class in 9th grade so therefore she should have had that already. At the time I didn’t know this when I wrote it and then Mom told me so I stuck it in here) “Your body is always using calories. Go warm up.” I don’t always burn calories. I don’t exercise when I’m sleeping, sitting down, or when I’m working. The teacher is out of his mind. After I warmed up, I got a volleyball and practiced hitting it. “You’re good,” said Roberta. “I barely play volleyball.” She hit the ball with her hands. It went over her head and behind her. “I suck at this sport.” “It takes practice,” I said. Mr. Bumblet blew his whistle. “Okay get a partner and warm up.” Everyone got a partner but no one wanted me. That always happens to me. This kind of stuff has been happening to me since I was in second grade. I had problems before I started wearing diapers. I had lot of hyperactivity so teachers thought I was a trouble maker which was true, I had troubles following the rules because they were different than my mom and dad’s, I didn’t understand a lot of stuff, and I didn’t start talking till I was three. People start talking when they’re one or two. At least I was potty trained when I was two. Mom and Dad decided to do it. They tried it once when I was almost two but I wasn’t ready so they waited until summer and I did it. “Natalie, go find a partner,” Mr. Bumblet said. “Nobody doesn’t want to be my partner,” I replied. “Here, I’ll find you one.” He looked around the gym. He couldn’t find anybody without a partner so he took me over to Casey and Michelle. “Girls, would you mind being partners with her?” the teacher asked. Michelle rolled her eyes and Casey sighed. “C’mon it won’t kill you two having three. Be nice.” He walked away. “Don’t put your germs on this ball,” Casey said and she served it. I ignored her. Michelle hit the ball, then me. Casey didn’t say anything. She caught it and served it again. They both kept hitting it back and forth and not letting me hit it. Then Mr. Bumblet blew his whistle. “Okay everyone over here,” he said. “I’m dividing you into teams.” After he divided us, we got in our position. We were going to play volleyball now. Jenny got to serve. She threw the ball up in the air and hit it. It went over the net. “I got it,” Jim yelled and hitted it. After we were done playing, it was time to shower up. I went in the locker room and took my stuff out of my locker and went to the office. I take my shower somewhere else because my mom says so. I tried taking a shower with everyone else in the locker room when I was in seventh grade but there were problems so Mom decided to have me take a shower by myself. When I got to the office I walked through the health room and into the nap room) where students sleep or lay when they’re sick waiting to be picked up from their parents) and went in the shower. There’s a shower in the room. It’s not in the bathroom but it has a curtain. I took my shower and went back to the locker room and put my PE clothes back in my locker and my soap, shampoo, and my deodorant. Next class I had math. (Author’s note: Wow why did I have to change the whole PE scene? Maybe I wanted to make it more pleasant for Natalie but I talked about my typical time in PE whenever we had to do groups and warm ups and the teacher always had to put me in a group and warm ups did suck and it's hard doing them on your own. I am fine with groups or when we have the ring leader so I made her struggle with it in the new version. Plus I always liked it when the teacher did numbers so that way it was easier than having to go pick a partner or team)
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Post by Bad Beth on Jul 20, 2013 8:10:05 GMT
Chapter 7
I went to soccer practice after I got home from school. I got in the car and Mom took me there. When we got there I got out of the car and warmed up with my team. “Hey Natalie,” Beverly said. “What’s up?” “Nothing really,” I replied. “I have lots of homwork to do when I get home. I hate homework.” “That’s a shame because I hate homework too. I have it every day. Even on the weekends.” “Yeah homework sucks,” Anitra said. She looked up and held her arms out. “I wish homework was illegal in this state.” “How about the whole country?” I said. “No,” Jessica said. “I like doing homework. If it was prohibited, no one would be able to get their work done.” “Sure they will,” Jessi said. “They’ll just finish it in school.” “That’ll just take longer,” Jessica protested. “So,” Beverly said. “It’s better than homework.” “Yeah but it’ll just slow the teachers down.” “What do you mean slow them down?” Beverly said. “We have about one hundred and eighty school days.” “We won’t learn as much that’s all.” I saw our coach come back with his clipboard. “Dad, why do we have to practice?” Natasha asked. “We’re already good.” “Because everyone needs to practice,” he replied. “But we’re already good.” “Do you think Michael Jordan ever practiced when we played basketball? He was already good but he still practiced.” We all did our soccer drills and then our coach and the other coach wanted us and his team to play against each other as a scrimmage game. Guess who was on the other team? Veronica. Oh no. I’ll be fine. “Hi Natalie Evans,” Veronica said in a snotty voice. “Hi Veronica Roberta,” I said back in a snotty voice. Veronica crossed her fingers. “Blackout. No Natalie germs on me.” “I put my germs on the blackout,” I said. “Ew,” she said. She uncrossed her fingers. “And my germs are all over the field,” I said. “My shoes are protecting me from them.” “Then my germs are on your shoes then,” I said. Veronica jumped up and down and ran all over the field screaming. All her teammates were looking at her. Veronica ran over to her coach and asked if she could sit out and the answer was no. Ha-ha. We began our scrimmage game. Veronica stayed away from me. She wouldn’t even steal the ball from me. Good thing she’s afraid of my germs. she’s so stupid. Everyone has germs and so does she and I’m not afraid of their germs. I decided to tease her a little bit. I ran up to her and tried to touch her but she moved away. “Go away,” she said. “Here comes the Natalie germs,” I said. “Quit,” she said. “Go away.” I listened and bugged her again about three minutes later. I snucked up behind her and touched her. She turned around and saw me and freaked out. “Ewe w!” she yelled. “I have Natalie germs.” she touched her own back (where I touched her) and touched one of her teammates. “Hey don’t give them to me!” she yelled. She touched her own shoulder and tried to touch Veronica’s back. “I don’t want her germs!” Veronica yelled. Her teammates touched another girl on her team. I decided to touch Veronica again. I ran over to her and reached my hand over to her and reached my hand out but she backed away. “Don’t even think about it,” she said. I noticed my coach was talking to the other coach. They weren’t watching. “Natalie, over here!” I looked toward that direction where I heard my name. it was Anitra. She passed the soccer ball to me I caught it and dribbled it toward our goal. Then I fell down. Veronica had tripped me with her foot. “Don’t worry about it,” Jessica said to me. Me? Not worry about it? This is war. I got off the ground and kept playing. I got near Veronica and touched her. “Aaah!” she screamed. She started rubbing my germs off of her and touched her teammates. Her teammates scraped my germs off with their hands and touched my teammates. My teammates ignored them. They didn’t care about my germs. Then parents were starting to arrive. I looked at my watch. Three minutes till practice is over. The other teammates kicked the ball to Veronica but she missed. “Ha-ha!” I shouted. Veronica stuck her tongue out at me. I ran after the ball with her and the other kids. The ball was right next to the hole in the ground. The ball was still in the field. Veronica placed her foot in the hole. She kicked the ball as I placed my foot on her foot. Veronica started to run but she fell because my foot was on her left foot. She couldn’t pick her foot up. I took my foot off of hers. Her team circled around her, “Are you okay?” one of them asked. “I can’t move it,” Veronica replied. “I think she broked it.”
Her teammates glared at me. “You hurt our played thanks to you,” one of them said. “Sorry,” I said. I didn’t mean to hurt her that bad. I just wanted to get even. Then practice was over. Mom came and picked me up. “How was practice?” she asked. “Fine,” I said. Good thing Mom wasn’t here. She would have been mad at me.
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Post by Bad Beth on Jul 20, 2013 8:12:48 GMT
Chapter 8
Ring ring Our phone was ringing as I just got done with my homework. Mom went and answered it. “Hello.” I put my homework in my backpack and went upstairs to take my shower. I went in my room to get my jamese and a diaper. I went in the bathroom and shut the door. The lock on our door doesn’t work so I couldn’t lock it. I took my clothes off and went in the shower. After I was done I put some toilet paper on my knee. I cut it while shaving. I laid on the floor and put my diaper on. Then there was a knock at the door. “What?” I asked. “Are you done in there?” Kelly asked. “Hold on!” I said. “I just got out of the shower.” “Well, hurry up! It doesn’t take me more than five minutes to get dressed.” I quickly pulled the tabs on my diaper and got my jamese on and left the bathroom. “Thank you,” Kelly said frustratedly. Sometimes my kid sister’s impatient. I don’t know why but everybody is sometimes. I went in my room and played video games. “Natalie!” Mom called. I paused the game and went to the staircase. ‘What?” I asked. “Come down here please.” I went downstairs to the kitchen. “What?” I asked. “Veronica’s Mom called and said you were harassing their daughter.” “She started it,” I said. “I know you two don’t have a relationship but I want you to ignore her.” (Author’s note: Is it just me or am I making Natalie and Veronica sounding like a former lesbian couple instead of friendship couple? ) “But if I do, she might start touching me,” I interrupted. “if she does, go to an adult and tell her.” “What if it’s a boy?” I pointed out. “Or him,” Mom added. “I just want you to ignore Veronica. Don’t get in a fight with her. If she grabs you, don’t grab her back. She’s just trying to get you started.” “Why would she do that?” I asked. “Because she can get away with it.” “But if I ignore her,” I said. “She’ll beat me up really bad.” “She won’t.” “How do you know?” “She’d get in trouble if she did that.” “But how do you know?” “Beating someone up is illegal,” Mom said firmly. “She’d get expelled from school maybe for a whole year if she did that.” (Author’s note: I thought expel and suspension were the same thing but expel means suspended for the rest of the school year and suspension is just temporary like for a few days or a week or even a day) “But what if you were defending yourself?” I cried. “That’s different,” Mom replied. “I just want you to ignore her. Do you understand?” “Yes,” I replied. “Okay.” I went upstairs to my room and continued playing my game. “Turn that stupid game off,” Kelly said as she came in. “Why?” I asked. “Because I said so.” “But why?” “Because I said so.” “Why would you want me to turn the game off?” “Because.” “Why?” “Just because.” Kelly is strange sometimes. She doesn’t make sense. “I said turn that game off,” she said firmly. She reached over to turn the game off. “No!” I shouted. I pushed her away . “Jeas! Why are you so dramatic?” she said. “No! why are you being a pain in the butt?” Kelly kept trying to turn the game off. We both kept fighting. Then Mom came upstairs and asked what was going on. “She’s trying to turn the game off,” I said. “I was joking,” Kelly said. “She always has to take everything so seriously.” “Kelly, I want you to stop teasing your sister,” Mom said. “And Natalie I want you to stop yelling.” Why do people always have to blame me? I kept playing after Mom left.
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Post by Bad Beth on Jul 20, 2013 8:15:41 GMT
Chapter 9
“Ooo here comes Natalie, I’m so scared,” Veronica said on the next day in school. “Everybody watch out.” I turned around and have her a double loser sign. Then I bumped into someone. Turned around. It was Megan Stewart. A eleventh grader. “Sorry,” I apologized. “Jeas, why don’t you watch where you’re going?!” she said and picked up her binder. “Jeas. I said I was sorry,” I said. “if you weren’t so clumsy. This wouldn’t have happened.” “Megan, she said she was sorry,” her friend told her. “So. She was walking backwards. What a retard.” “Aren’t we getting too old for this behavior?” “Not when we see that weirdo.” “Hey!” I shouted and pushed her. She fell against the other kids and they all fell down. They all looked disgusted as they picked up their stuff. “Jesus Megan!” lot of them said. “Watch it!” “it wasn’t me,” she said. “It was her,” she pointed at me. “That’s what you get for calling me a weirdo and a retard,” I said. “if you weren’t walking backward. None of this wouldn’t have happened!” Megan yelled. “if Veronica wasn’t making fun of me I wouldn’t have turned around and gave her a double loser sign!” I yelled back. “You’re retarded Natalie!” Veronica said. “I am not,” I said. “Okay, then give me five times five.” “Twenty –five,” I answered. “Oh duh! A mild retarded person knows what five times five is. What’s ten and ten?” “I don’t understand your question,” I said. “See. You’re retarded.” “No I’m not.” Veronica had a cast on her leg from what happened yesterday so she had to use crutches. I guess I did break her led. It was an accident. “Yes you are,” she said. “You couldn’t understand what ten and ten was,” she said. “I don’t understand what you mean. You need to be specific. I can’t read your mind.” Veronica started to laugh. “Hey everybody!” she shouted. Kids stopped to listen. “Natalie thinks that we can read each other’s minds!” Veronica said. “I don’t think that!” I shouted so everyone can hear. “No one can read anybody’s mind!” “But that’s what you said in the first place!” “No I didn’t. I said I can’t read your mind not I can’t read your mind like everyone else.” “You don’t know how to talk do you?” “I do know how. I’m talking right now.” “Why are you so literal?” “I’m not. Just because people use the wrong words and they meant something else doesn’t mean that person was being literal. That’s called a misunderstanding. That happens to everybody.” “But not all the time,” Megan pointed out. “That only happens to you because you’re different. No one wants to be your friend because you’re too dumb.” “Megan, that wasn’t very nice.” Her friend said. “Shut up Linda,” Megan said. “I was just correcting you because I have a friend who has a cousin who’s autistic.” “So.” “Yeah so are you saying my friend’s cousin’s dumb too just because he’s literal. He’s more literal than Natalie.” (Author’s note: Why did I take this part out too? Don’t you love it when bullying backfires because they end up offending someone else instead of the victim only and they are basically insulting other people as well and making themselves look ignorant and closed minded like Megan did and her friend called her out on it. Linda took insult because of her friend has a cousin with special needs who happens to be literal so calling Natalie dumb for it was offensive because of what it implied. But most people don’t even think when they start insulting someone just to be mean so they end up telling more about themselves than their victim and making themselves look bad and they say people on the autism spectrum have a hard time seeing the big picture?) Then the tardy bell rang. Kids rushed to their classes. As I rushed to class, Veronica tripped me with one of her crutches. I fell down and my binder slid across the floor about a foot. Veronica laughed. “Ha-ha.” Lot of kids were doing fake laughing when they saw what happened. I was mad and embarrassed. I was so mad, I felt like beating her up but I remembered what Mom told me last night, “She’s just trying to get you started” so instead I grabbed one of her crutches and my binder and ran away with her belonging. “Ha-ha,” some of the kids were saying to Veronica. I ran through the courtyard with it where the new sprinkler system was getting put in. I put Veronica’s crutch in the trench and buried it with some dirt and ran to class. When I got to biology, I sat down. “Natalie, you’re five seconds late,” said Mr. Englet. Here’s our biology teacher. I sat down at my table. Bla bla bla, went Mr. Englet. My head started to get heavy so I rested it on my hand. I noticed Billy and Bobby had their heads down (They’re in my biology class). I started to yawn. My brain was getting filled with words. Then Ms. Penny came in. “Yes?” Mr. Englet asked. “May I see Natalie Evans for a sec?” she asked. “Sure, no problem,” he replied. I got up and picked up my binder. ‘She can leave her stuff here,” Ms. Penny said. “She’ll be back before class ends.” I put my binder down and left the room. Ms. Penny talked to me in the hall. “Veronica is very upset,” she said. “She was making fun of me,” I cried. “Listen to me. Don’t interrupt. Veronica is very upset. She’s in the office crying. She told me you took one of her crutches.” “She was making fun of me,” I said. “I’m not done yet,” said Ms. Penny. “Veronica said you took one of her crutches and put it somewhere. That is childish behavior.” “I am a child,” I pointed out. “That is grade school behavior. You’re in high school now. I expect you to be mature like everyone else.” “I am mature.” “High school kids don’t hide people’s crutches. Remember yesterday we had a deal? You break a rule, you get isolation.” “That was about arguing with teachers,” I corrected. Even though I never did. They just judged it wrong. “Right, I’m adding another rule. No immature behavior ever.” “Kids make fun of me,” I said. “If you change, they will stop.” “I do want to stop wearing diapers but my mom and dad won’t let me,” I said. “That’s nothing to do with that. It’s your behavior. Crying, getting upset, body playing, fidgeting, chair rocking, falling asleep, and laziness.” “I am not lazy,” I said. “I see everyone’s grades. I see your grades all the time. I can see you’ve been skipping some school work.” “Because it’s too hard.” “Work is supposed to be hard. It’s hard for everybody.” “But it’s only stressful for me and it’s very hard and I don’t get it so the only way I avoid anxiety is if I skip it.” “That is called being lazy. I want you to go get Veronica’s crutch and bring it to her.” “Okay.” I went to the courtyard. The workers were there. They were putting in the pipes. I walked to the spot where I hid Veronica’s crutch. It was gone. Uh-oh. I looked around. “Are you looking for something?” one of the workers asked. “Did you see a crutch?” I asked. I described it with hand gestures. “Yeah, one of us found it and we put it over there right next to that tree,” he pointed. “Thanks,” I said. I got her crutch and gave it to her in the office. “Here you go,” I said as I handed it to her. “Ugh,” she said. “This has dirt on it.” “What do you say?” Ms. Penny asked me. “I hid it in the court-“ “No, what do you say?” Ms. Penny said. Adults have told me interrupting was rude but I guess they were wrong. Everybody else does it too so why can’t I? I guess it’s because I’m different. “I grabbed one of your crutches because-“ “Natalie!” Ms. Penny interrupted again. “What do you say?” “I am saying,” I said. “No, Your apology,” she corrected. “Oh,” I said. “Sorry,” I apologized to Veronica. “For hiding one of your crutches.” “And tell her you won’t do it again,” said Ms. Penny. “I won’t do it again,” I said to Veronica. “Ever,” said Ms. Penny. “Ever,” I repeated. “Thank you,” she said. “Now I want you and her to shake hands.” When I shook Veronica’s hand, she had her fingers crossed. “She’s doing it again,” I said. “Doing what?” “Crossing her fingers so she won’t get my germs.” “I am not,” Veronica lied. “Yes you are,” I cried. “Whoa stop,” Ms. Penny said. “Veronica, why do you have your fingers crossed?” “I don’t know,” she replied. “It’s a habit I started when I was five.” “Liar,” I said to myself. “Natalie, Veronica crosses her fingers because it’s a habit she developed. When she does it, don’t assume she’s doing it to make fun of you,” Ms. Penny told me. “She was lying,” I said and touched her. She scraped my germs off of her and she touched me back. I touched her back. “Will you stop it,” she said and touched me. I touched her back. “Stop it you two,” said Ms. Penny. “And Natalie, I want you to stop causing childish behavior on others, do you understand?” “Yes,” I said. “You do it one more time, there will be a consequence. You can go back to your class now.” (Author’s note: Does this all sound familiar to anyone who was bullied? Always blame the victim, always the ones at fault and the bullies always get believed when they tell their side of the story which they lie about. People always take the bully’s side. I wonder why I changed this too in my new version. Was it so upsetting I had to change it to make it more pleasant?) I left the office and went back to class. The class was in big chaos when I walked in Mr. Englet’s room. Kids were out of their seats and they were at the other side of the room looking through a microscope. I can see kids were in groups. ”What are we doing?” I asked. “Looking at the plant cells,” Heather replied. “What group am I in?” “I don’t know. Ask the teacher.” “Mr. Englet, what group am I in?” I asked at his desk. He was on the computer checking his email. “The kids in here got into groups of four randomly to do their assignment on plants,” he replied. “So just choose a group that doesn’t have four.” “Okay,” I said. I looked for a group but nobody wanted me. “Go away, we got enough,” said Jordan. “You’re not going to be in our group,” said Amy. “You’ll ruin everything.” “I will not,” I said. “Yes you will. You’ll touch everything and mess it all up.” “The teacher told me to find a group that doesn’t have four.” “Well you’re not going to be in this group,” said Kara. “Because you’re like Curious George. We don’t want you.” “Yeah!” said Amy and Sarah. I went to my teacher and told him I couldn’t find a group. “You can’t?” he said. “Okay let’s see.” He looked for a group for me. About three groups only had only three kids. “How about that group over there,” Mr. Englet pointed. I looked at the direction where he pointed. Julian, Kyle, and Tara! OH NO! they hate me. “They don’t want me,” I said. “They don’t?” said Mr. Englet. “Let’s see.” He took me over to them. “Excuse me. Would you three mind having her in this group?” They all sighed. “No.” “Good. That was very nice of you guys to let her be in your group,” said Mr. Englet. He gave me a piece of paper what everybody had. “Make sure you guys help her with this.” They all rolled their eyes when Mr. Englet turned his back. “Now we’re stuck with this retard,” Kyle whispered to Tara. “Come on, having her this once isn’t gonna kill us,” she said. Julian and Kyle kept complaining about me. “Will you two shut up and get on with this. We only have about fifteen minutes,” said Tara. They stopped complaining. “You’ll need a pencil,” Julian told me. I went back to my seat and got a pencil and went back to my group. Tara gave me her paper. “Copy everything down,” she said. I copied everything down and gave back her paper. Kyle put another slide in the microscope and looked through. He adjusted it. After he was done, we all looked through it and wrote down what we saw. After we were done, Tara took out the slide and put in another one in. She had troubles adjusting it. “Here, let me try,” said Julian. “No I got it,” she said. Kyle and Julian fussed over. “Here, I’ll do it,” said Kyle. “No!” Tara said. “I’ll get it.” “I’ll help,” I offered. “No! You’ll make it worse,” said Julian. “Com on!” Kyle said impatiently. “We’ve only got about five minutes.” Tara struggled finding the plant cell. Kyle sighed. “Here, I’ll do it.” He pushed her away and looked through the microscope. He moved the slide around and focused the lens. “There it is,” he said. We all looked through and began to write down what we saw. “Okay, it’s time to wrap things up,” said Mr. Englet. “We’ll finish this tomorrow.” Kyle took the slide out and put it away with the other slides. Tara turned off the microscope and Julian put the plastic over it and we waited in line. Kids were talking and goofing around. I felt pressured. What if I do something clumsy like bumping into someone because someone bumped into me. “Kids, either you wait in line and keep your hands to yourself or sit in your seats,” said Mr. Englet. Bunch of kids were offended. “We’re not kids!” lot of them said. “You’re acting like you are,” he said. “We’re teenagers!” Ashley said. “Just like babies cry, and three year olds throw temper tantrums.” “Okay, everybody in your seats!” Mr. Englet ordered. When we refused, he told us if we didn’t, he won’t let us leave and we’ll be late for our next class so we listened. Then the bell rang. We rushed out of our seats and went to our next class. * * * “I’m home!” I said as I walked through the front door. I took my shoes off and put them away. Mom doesn’t like it when things are out of place. I took off my coat and hung it up and went in the kitchen. “How was school?” Mom asked. “Boring,” I said. “I hope you’re not skipping any school work,” she said. In the middle of this month, my Mom got my report card and saw I got some Fs because I didn’t do some schoolwork because it was too much information and it was too stressful. I left the kitchen and went upstairs. I was about to play The Legend of Zelda when Mom came in my room. “Do you have any homework young lady?” I looked down. “Yes,” I said. “Come down and get started on it.” I sighed and turned the game off and went downstairs. I took my homework out of my backpack and sat down at the kitchen table. Kelly opened the sliding door and came in. “Mom, Matthew keeps mimicking me. I told him to stop but he won’t listen.” Mom opened the sliding door. “Matthew, knock it off!” she shouted. “Okay!” he said. I was a little concerned. What if Matthew didn’t know Mom was using ‘knock it off’ as an expression because he didn’t hear Kelly come in and told on him so I went outside and said, “Matthew, Mom means stop mimicking your sister!” “I know,” he said. “Just making sure,” I closed the sliding door. “Mom, I need help with my homework.” “I’ll be right with you,” she replied. She had to finish washing the kitchen counters.
My mom works in the downtown area in a bookstore but it’s for adults only so that means no one under twenty one is allowed in there. The books are inappropriate. The store even has Playboy magazines in there. Mom doesn’t work there every day. She only works there on Tuesdays, Thursday s, and Saturdays from ten to three. Outside Princess and Mittens sat on the patio chairs as Matthew was playing fetch with his dog. “Kelly, will you get your brother?” Mom asked. “Sure,” she went outside and called him. When he came inside, Mom told him and Kelly to sit at the table. (Author’s note: Yeah I can see why I took this all out. Natalie has a tutor so her mother wouldn’t be asking her if she has any homework, Matthew and Kelly wouldn’t be home yet because they get out after she does so they wouldn’t even be home yet when she is so this part just wouldn’t have worked. Plus parents don’t even get their kids report cards until the quarter has ended so it would be October when she gets the cards, not September. Plus it’s more likely she would have been sent a letter from her school to inform her of her daughter skipping schoolwork. That’s the way it was in my school when kids would refuse to do their school work, letters were sent home and I had to help fold them and put them in envelopes and seal them and put them in the pile for them to be mailed out. Plus since she has a tutor, she wouldn’t even be skipping schoolwork and her work would be modified) “Kids, today your brother called and said Kate’s little sister’s turning ten so we’re invited to come.” I was very excited. I love making new friends but then a thought came to my head. What if she doesn’t like me? What if she’s mean to me? I tried to drop the thought. “Where is that at?” Kelly asked. “At her parents’ house,” Mom replied. Matthew and Kelly kept discussing it. “What time do we leave?” “We need to get her a present.” “What if she doesn’t like our present?” “Kids, don’t worry about it,” Mom said. “We’ll figure it out tomorrow.” Matthew went outside and Kelly sat on the couch in the family room to do her homework. Mom helped me mine. Then I remembered something. “Mom I have a soccer game tomorrow.” “I know. You’re going to skip it. Do you mind?” I thought for a moment. Family is more important than a sport game. “No,” I said. (Author’s note: I wonder why I changed it to next Friday instead of the next day. Maybe because you don’t tell people on short notice about things and it’s so damn annoying when they do this. I just think they have poor time management and are very disorganized people they tell people things on short notice so I changed it in my new version because I want Kate’s family to be more considerate. But then I notice in that story the weeks seemed to repeat themselves and it was like a never ending month but it happens in stories and movies. I’ve seen it. Unfortunately that part is implausible too in my new version and it’s nearly impossible to change or it will have to be all rewritten again and parts being changed and taken out and all)
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Post by Bad Beth on Jul 20, 2013 8:18:15 GMT
Chapter 10
I got on the school bus after school on the next day. I sat down in a seat towards the back of the bus. Nick, Kyle (not the Kyle from my biology class, a different Kyle, Kyle C.), Matt, and Chris were all talking about girls bodies. “The girls in this school have very nice tits,” said Matt. His friends laughed. Tits is not a very nice word to say. It’s offensive and crude but for some reason that word doesn’t offend me so it doesn’t bother me. “I know,” said Kyle C. “I wish I could feel them.” “Oooooh!” said his friends. “Natalie,” said Kyle. I turned around. “What?” I asked. “Do you have a vagina?” “All females do,” I replied. “I know but do you?” I gave him a funny look. That was a stupid question. I’m a female so why wouldn’t I have one? “Yes I do,” I replied. “Why wouldn’t I have one?’ “I don’t know!” he said. “I’m just wondering.” “Hey,” Matt said to me. “How many times do you get your period?” “I don’t understand your question,” I said. I couldn’t get a right picture in my head. “What do you mean?” He looked at his friends and started laughing. Some more kids came on the bus. As girls walked to the back of the bus, boys asked them about their periods. Some of them ignored them and some of them didn’t. “Shut up.” “None of your business.” “Grow up.” Then Stephanie Pit came on the bus. “Stephanie!” the boys called. “How long do you have your period?” She gave them a dirty look. “You guys are so rude, no wonder you don’t have girlfriends.” “Oooo,” they said. “Girls are so tender,” said Kyle. Him and his friends began to ask the girls about their bodies. “How old were you when you started to grow tits?” “How big are your tits?” “Mervyns,” Sarah replied. “Saltwater Mall. Lingerie. Aisle six.” Our mall isn’t very big. It’s a size of a school building about three hundred and sixty kids. It has a very few stores in it like The Dollar Store, Radio Shack, and a video store where you rent movies. “How much hair do you have on your bottom?” “Shut up!” the girls yelled. Then the bus drivers started to start the buses. It was time to go. Then the boys started to ask the girls about their body figures. The girls were getting disgusted but the boys seemed unaware. They’re just curious about their bodies. “Hey Natalie. How big is your vagina?” Nick asked. “Aw don’t ask her any of those questions,” said Matt. “She’s not gonna get upset.” “So,” he said. “Yeah so she’s no fun to be picked on.” “Yeah but at least she’ll answer our questions. Natalie, how big is your vagina?” “It’s not very big,” I replied. “It’s about,” I drew a little circle on the back seat with my finger, “this big.” The boys looked at each other and laughed. “If your vagina is that small, then how is the baby gonna fit through there while being delivered?” Kyle asked. “It stretches,” I replied. “Because it has elastic . you know when you blow up a balloon, it stretches.” “Duh!” said the boys. “I was just giving an example. No need to be rude,” I said. “We don’t need pictures in our heads,” Chris replied. “But how about the uterus?” Nick asked. “How does the baby grow in it if it’s so small?” “It stretches,” I replied. “hey girls,’ Kyle said. “How big are your vaginas?” The boys kept asking the girls personal questions. The girls were getting really upset. A couple kids got off the bus at their bus stops. When we came to my bus stop I got up. “Hey Natalie and Bobbi!” Matt called. “How big are your tits?” “Shut up you fuckin’ bastards!” Bobbi scolded as I replied, “You wanna know how big girls boobs are then look at them to get your answer.” “That’s disgusting,” said Bobbi as our busdriver picked up the talking thing and put it to his mouth and told us he doesn’t tolerate cussing and swearing on his bus. I got off the bus and ran home. When I came home I slammed the front door behind me and put my stuff away in the closet. “I’m home,” I said as I walked in the kitchen. Mom was sitting at the table reading a newspaper and drinking diet pop. Mom was reading the comic section. My favorite comic is Family Circus because the jokes are cute. I don’t get all of them and neither does Mom so I have to ask someone else to get the joke.
I wish I remembered the car crash I was in when I was seven. All I remember is a car drove into us and that was the end of my memory about it. Mom says it’s like having amnesia. She probably told me that to shut me up about that topic forever because she doesn’t like talking about it. It makes her feel guilty like it’s her fault when I was injured. At least I didn’t end up in a wheelchair. I went to the cupboard and got a glass and got some water from the sink. I drank two glasses of it. I was very thirsty. After I was done, I put the glass in the sink. As I left the room I heard Mom ask “How was school?” I didn’t know who she was talking to. She was probably talking to Matthew or Kelly. “Natalie!” Mom called. “What?!” I asked. “I asked you a question, didn’t you hear me?” “Yes but I didn’t know you were talking to me,” I replied. “How was school?” “It was okay,” I replied. “What happened in school?” “Nothing,” I sighed. “Come on! Something happened. I can tell by your voice. Did Veronica bug you again?” “Yes,” I replied. “Veronica blocked my eye sight with her hand but I ignored her.” “Good,” Mom said. I went on, “but then I ignored her, she ticked me on the shoulder but I still ignored her. But then she touched my butt with one of her crutches.” “That was very rude of her to do that,” said Mom. “But I still ignored her and she got very mad. She started calling me names like stupid, retarded, and airhead.” “See, she couldn’t get to you so she got mad,” Mom said. “Mom, what time do we leave?” I asked. “Leave for what?” “You know, the party you were telling us about yesterday,” I said. “Oh that, we’ll leave at five o’ clock.” “Okay,” I went upstairs to my room. Kelly and her friend Mackenzie were sitting on the bedroom floor doing homework. The computer was on. “Are you two using the computer?” I asked. “Not now we aren’t,” Kelly replied. “But you can use it.” “Thanks.” I got on the computer and got on AOL. I went into games and stories. It’s a game when you type in words. It’s just like Mad Libs. I typed in words but then I came to a part when I had to type in a name of gold so instead I typed in the f word and clicked send. I giggled. I wonder what the company is going to say to me when they see the f word. I went in to Crystal Ball and typed in a yes or no question. ‘Is Veronica Roberta a mean person?’ “You’ve got mail,” said the computer. ‘You wrote an email?” Kelly asked. “No,” I said. “I did something else.” I clicked on the email and checked out what the company wrote to me. Instead they told me the f word wasn’t funny. It was mean, nasty, and rude so they didn’t write a short story using the words I typed in. I couldn’t stop laughing. (Author’s note: I actually did this when I was 12 and found it hilarious and they did give me a lecture about the f word. I totally have forgotten this part and why did I leave it out?) “What’s so funny?” Mackenzie asked. Kelly got up to see. I covered the monitor screen with my arms. “What’s so funny?’ Kelly asked. “Nothing,” I lied. “I’m not going to tell,” she said. “Good because if you do, I’ll tell Mom you’ve been looking up bad stuff on the internet while she’s gone,” I said. “I won’t tell. I promise.” “Okay,” I uncovered the screen. Kelly read the email I got. “Oh god,” she said. Mackenzie got up. ‘What?” “Oh god. Natalie, why did you do that?” Kelly asked. “I was curious,” I said. “Well now you know.” Mackenzie read it. She began to giggle. “Oh my gosh.” I got out of email and went into Shockwave. I went into games and played rampage. The game was a original video game from the eighties on regular Nintendo. We still have the game but the Nintendo doesn’t work. It quit working in nineteen ninety seven.” Then Mom came upstairs to our room. “We’re about to leave so get ready and it’s time for Mackenzie to go home.” “Can she come with?” Kelly asked. “No,” Mom replied. “Please?” “No!” “Bye Kelly,” Mackenzie said. “I’ll see you in school on Monday.” “Bye,” Kelly waved. Mackenzie left our bedroom. I logged off AOL and turned off the computer. I ran downstairs to get my backpack. I took out my binder and ran back upstairs. I went in our closet and put some diapers in my backpack. I looked at myself in the mirror. I lifted up my shirt and held it up by my chin. I tugged at the back of my pants. I saw how big my thighs were. Mom saw me when she walked by my bedroom door. “You’re very thin,” she said. “My thighs are big,” I said. Mom came in and pulled my shirt down. “You’re still growing sweetie. I looked just like you when I was your age and then I grew taller.” “When?” “Junior and senior year and I didn’t stop growing till I was a junior in college but I grew very slowly.” I felt much better but I still felt overweight. I checked everything in my backpack to see if I had everything. Diapers, wipes, lotion, and changing mat but not enough. I put some more in my backpack and zipped it up. I went downstairs and got my coat and shoes out of the closet. Matthew was in the backyard playing with his dog. Mom opened the sliding door. Matthew, we’re leaving!” “Okay!” Kelly came downstairs with her mini backpack. I knew she was carrying her pads in there because she was having her period. We went out in the garage and waited in the car. “Are you excited?” I asked. “Not really,” my sister replied. “Why?” “I don’t know, I’m just not.” “I’m excited,” I said. “Well good for you.” I thought about the party. Mom and Matthew came out the laundry room door and got in the car.
On the way there, we stopped at Fred Meyer to get Kate’s kid sister a present. We couldn’t figure out what she wanted so Mom suggested we can get her a card. Then Matthew decided to get her some silly string. Mom said it was okay. First we picked out a card. I found a perfect one. I showed it to my brother and sister. “Ugh. That’s for retards,” said Matthew. “I don’t think she likes Teletubbies,” Kelly said. I put the card back. “How about this one?” Matthew asked. “Barney?” Kelly exclaimed. “Just kidding,” he said as he put the card back. I don’t know why everyone hates that purple dinosaur. Maybe it’s because he’s a t rex. After we picked out a card, we went to the toy section. Matthew got two can of silly string and Kelly got her silly putty and a yo yo. I couldn’t decide what to get her. “Why don’t you get her some candy,” Mom suggested. We went to the party section and got some tissue paper and a birthday bag. We went to the checkout counters. I got some candy. After we paid, we put our stuff in the bag with the tissue paper and signed the card. “Let’s hope she likes our gifts,” said Kelly. (Author’s Note: I like this better but I thought the Evans were being too cheap with their gifts so I changed it. I could have kept the other part but I don’t know why I had to cut it out. This makes me want to rewrite my new version again putting back in the old parts. I don’t know what I was thinking)
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