Natalie's Nightmare

Natalie’s Nightmare


Mother’s Day in the UK, it’s in March instead of in May. I was still getting used to this new lifestyle. I was sitting in TGI Fridays in Westfield Stratford London with Steven, Landon, Alex, Christina, Haley, Alexis, Albert, Taffie, Shelley, Daniel, David, and Nancy celebrating Mother’s day. Christina, and Taffy and I are all mums so we were all eating out together as family. Taffie is Landon’s mother and he is my step son and Albert is his stepfather. Shelley is Albert’s ex-wife and Daniel, David, and Nancy are her and Albert’s kids. We were all celebrating Mother’s day together. Taffie has black hair with lot of ear piercings and some tattoos on her arms and shoulder and back. She also has a pieced nose. Albert is around her age and he looks plain, nothing cool about him, no piercings or tattoos or colored hair or anything wacko about him nor unique. I have never asked his age so I don’t know how old he is and it’s not polite to ask adults anyway for their age unless you are a doctor or police officer or checking for ID. Landon told me he is about his mother’s age and she is two years younger than Steven.
We were all waiting for our food. I had selected a Cheeseburger Deluxe. Then a waiter came by with our drinks we had ordered. I had gotten a Minty Apple Soda, a mocktail. He put all our drinks on the table and mine was handed to me and Alex was given his. He had gotten a chocolate shake.
I took a sip from mine. Alex licked the shake off his straw and dipped it back in the cup and licked more off the straw. I saw Nancy doing the same with her drink.
I went back to my game. I checked out Pokemon Shuffle to see how many hearts I had. I decided to try a stage again to try and catch that Pokemon.
“Natalia,” Steven and a few other adults called.
I looked up.
“Can we play your games?” Landon asked.
I saw he was holding his own Nintendo 3DS.
“She has her own too,” Landon pointed at the other end of the table and Nancy was waving her game system in the air. I wasn’t sure if it was a DS Lite or a regular 3DS. I opened my diaper bag and took out my game case with my games in it. “That’s all I have.”
Landon looked through it and then the other kids started to look through it. I just played my game.
“Oh come on, now we are just going to play games now instead of talk,” said Taffie.
I looked up and noticed Shelley had her mobile phone in her hand and I noticed Nancy, Alex, Landon, Daniel, and David all playing video games. Christina also had her phone and I saw one of her daughters was playing on her own phone too.
“I am still listening,” said Shelley.
“I just got a text,” said Albert and he checked his mobile phone. Then he started to tap his phone.
I kept playing my game and I couldn’t capture the new Pokemon. I tried one of the expert levels to see if I could capture the pokemon again. What I like about expert is I don’t have to wait when the Pokemons get linked to attack the Pokemon before I do another move like I do in the main stages and I have unlimited moves unlike in the main stages. I am not a fan of Pokemon but I like the game sometimes but I never got into those other Pokemon games and I never got into the TV show. I tried the expert level again and still couldn’t capture the Pokemon. I didn’t like having limited tries to play each stage so I exited the game and closed it and did Pokemon Link: Battle! It has unlimited tries and I can keep making pairs without having limited turns on each stage. It’s like Pokemon Shuffle but better. I just bought the game because I got tired of having limited plays and then having to wait a half hour for a heart to charge. Why didn’t I get this game before?
I have way too many video games I don’t even play them all. I have too many on my 3DS I also don’t play them all but I love buying games and can never get enough of them. I have even filled up my system space for DSiware games so I have deleted some I don’t play just to fit more and now I have my other 3DS XL system and I could buy games on there. I still have a few on my DSi XL system which I never transferred to the original 3DS system. I never bothered getting rid of them because I use them for streetpassing.
The adults still talked at the table and I kept looking up sometimes to see that Shelley was still tapping on her phone and Albert was texting and the kids were playing video games. Then Christina looked on her phone and started to tap on it. I looked at the other tables and I noticed ipads and mobile phones being used. Fifteen years ago it was not normal to play your game at the table and now it was considered appropriate because lot of people now used their mobile phones to play games on and now it’s appropriate to play our Nintendo 3DS systems or ipads or tablets. If I were born ten years later, it would have been appropriate for me to walk around with my game system in my school. But now I was out of school. I was done with it twelve years ago.
Soon our food came and we started eating. I put my game system away. I ate half my burger and then fries. I had to eat half of each so I won’t get too full. That is what I learned. Never finish a food before going onto the next or I will be too full and I won’t be able to eat my other food. That way I won’t get a few pounds from eating too much and feeling sick and eating too much gives me a real upset stomach and it’s real painful and then I start pooping and it’s sometimes diarrhea. Just something that has been happening to me off and on for the last few years and it comes and goes. At least I get a warning I do have to poop but I cannot bear the pain to a point that it’s making me sweat and it’s like a knife going through me so I would rather not get a signal that I am about to poop soon so I can rush to the toilet and sit on it until it happens. But now I don’t get it much anymore but it still happens a few times a year and I know eating too much food at once does it so that makes me not eat so much and trying to finish everything on my plate. Some people think it’s irritable bowel syndrome but because it doesn’t interfere with my life and it doesn’t happen often, I don’t think so. I have not been to a doctor about it either. I would probably just get told I don’t eat well or I am just constipated and I am older now so my body has changed and now I get diarrhea. But Steven helps me eat well and I don’t get it as much and now it’s only few times a year. I was getting it once a week a few years back and then it was only once a month and then it was gone and it would come back again and be gone again so it makes me think I do not have it.
I then felt my nappy getting warm. I reached under the table and started to rub my crotch feeling the warmth against my skin. No one could see what I was doing. I thought about my nice warm nappy and peeing in it when I heard my name.
“Natalia.”
My arm was grabbed and it was Steven.
“Come with me.”
“Why?” I asked.
“Come,” he said.
I got out of my chair and Steven said we would be right back and we both have to step out for a sec. I knew he didn’t mean literally a sec. He took me out of the restaurant and we were out where the bowling alley is and the cinema and other restaurants on this level.
“You know the rule about masturbating in public so next time you do that again, I will poop in your nappy,” he said in my ear.
I was shocked. He has never worn my nappies and I didn’t think he ever would. You see he is a daddy so he is not interested in being a baby or wearing a nappy, he is only interested in baby girls where he wants to treat women like a little girl and be their daddy. He only likes nappies on women. Now he was going to wear one of mine and poop in it. This was so exciting.
“I’m very serious Natalia, if you do it, I will poop in it,” said Daddy. “Are you okay?”
“Yes,” I said.
“Don’t let me catch you again,” said Daddy.
We went back inside and sat back down at the table. I had to be sure to get caught so Daddy and I could have some diaper fun together, I have always wished my daddy would wear one with me.
“Guys, I think Alex has had enough,” said Christina. “He is starting to get over stimulated so he is starting to annoy the other kids.”
Yay, I am free from this group but the bad news is I couldn’t enjoy my games. I guess my Nintendo DS wasn’t enough for him anymore so I took him and we walked around the level. We came back and I was expecting to sit back down and play my games again when I got told by Christina they were going to take pictures of the ex-wives.
“I am not an ex-wife,” I corrected.
“Sorry, we are going to take photos of all the moms at this table.”
Christina, Shelley, and Taffie all got together and Christina told me to come over there. I walked around and got next to them. Taffie put her arm on my shoulders and someone took my hand and showed me where to put it. I put it on Shelley’s shoulders. We all looked at the mobile phone Albert was holding and we all smiled and he snapped a photo. Then he showed it to us and to Steven. “I will text it all to you,” said Albert.
I didn’t care for the photo.
I was glad no more pictures were taken. Albert started to text the photo to everyone’s phone. Steven looked at his and said he got it. I didn’t get it because I didn’t need it, Steven would have it on his phone. Christina got hers and so did Shelley and Taffie. I don’t know why she wanted it if her husband had it.
We all stayed some more and then Steven told me we better leave. I got my games back from Landon, Nancy, Daniel and David. I put them back in the case and took Alex into the toilet and had him go on the potty. His pull up was wet again. He was making progress going to the toilet but he had went backwards again. I sometimes feel like giving up and putting him back in nappies. He wore them until he was eight and now he was wearing pull ups. I ripped it off and took off his shoes and trousers and took out a clean pull up and had him step into them. I pulled them up and got him dressed again and left the stall. I washed my hands and his. Then we left the toilet. Steven was waiting for us with our food and we left the restaurant.
“Did you like the Mother’s Day out?” Steven asked me.
“It was fine,” I said. “I got to see your son’s new family.”
We headed to his car and the car park garage. He unlocked the car and we got in. I buckled Alex in his seat and put my nappy bag aside and got in the passenger seat.
Steven buckled up and turned the car on and we left. He had to pay on the way out and we headed home. I started to rub myself again. I looked at Steven. I made it be so obvious what I was doing but of course Alex couldn’t see it because the seat was in the way. One of Daddy’s rules he has about me is I am not allowed to touch myself down there unless he gives me permission. But I do it anyway because how is he going to know I am doing it when he isn’t around or when I am lying in my own cot?
I kept on doing it hoping to get caught. I touched Daddy’s arm so he could catch me. He saw me and grabbed my arm fast and put it aside.
“Okay, now you will get it,” he said.
I felt excited. I couldn’t wait for him to poop in my nappy. I was hoping to nappy him so he could poop in it. The thought excited me so I started to rub myself in my nappy without touching myself down there.
“I’m very serious,” said Steven.
“I know,” I said.
“You seem excited about it.”
“I am,” I said.
“You are? I guess I will make it tougher then and see how you then like it.”


When we got home, Steven parked in front of our house and we all got out. We didn’t have a garage so we kept our car parked outside and we only had one car instead of two. Steven always rode to work and so did I. But I always took the kids to school and picked them up.
We went inside and Alex started to wander around the living room. Steven put the food in the kitchen. I sat in the living room. Steven turned on the TV and picked out a show and played it and Alex looked at it. I looked at my 3DS to check for streetpasses. I got none again. I sighed. I just looked at all my downloaded games instead.
“Come with me,” said Steven.
“Why?” I asked.
“I gotta check you,” Steven said quietly.
I set my system down and Daddy brought me to the toilet and he checked my nappy. He pressed the nappy up against my pubic area and looked down the back of my trousers. He peeked down my nappy and it made me feel like a real baby. “I think I am going to change you.”
“What about Alex?” I asked.
“I will see what he is doing, head on upstairs.”
I grabbed my Nintendo 3DS and went up to our room while Steven checked on Alex. I opened the door to our room and turned on the light. I grabbed my computer and turned it on. I was just getting on the Firefox when Daddy came up. “He is good, everything is locked and he is just looking at the floor and walls.”
Daddy brought out the changing supplies and got everything ready, then he came over to me and took me over to his bed and laid me down on the changing pad. He took off my shoes and trousers and undid my nappy. He took out a wipe and wiped me down there. Then he lifted my legs in the air and lifted my butt off the changing pad a little and removed the nappy. He rolled it up and set it aside and then he unfolded the clean nappy and set it down under me. Then he started to take off his shoes and he took off his jeans and his boxers and said “Do you mind if I take care of my blue balls?” He got on me and his penis got close to me and it went in. He started grunting and I felt him pushing and I felt all his weight pushing down on me and his hairy legs against my bare skin. I felt something squishy and then he got up and he taped the nappy on me. I got up and I felt something inside. Had I pooped during the change?
I saw Daddy was wiping his ass with my wipe and then I had realized.
“Did you poop?” I asked.
“I told you I would mess your nappy if you masturbated in public.”
I then felt grossed out. I reached for the tabs but Daddy told me “Nuh uh uh, leave it on. This is your punishment.”
“What?” I asked.
“I told you if I caught you masturbating again, I would poop your nappy and I caught you so I did it and I said I would make it harder so you have to wear it now.”
I felt panic and very sick. I was wearing someone else’s used nappy. I didn’t like the squishiness inside me. I started to cry.
“It’s okay Talia, I will let you take it off in three minutes,” Daddy told me. “I will set the timer.”
Daddy took out his phone and he started to set it. Then he showed it to me. It was counting down to zero. 2:57, 2:56, 2:55.
I refused to sit anywhere. I felt so sick and disgusted inside and how could Daddy do this to me?
I kept on crying.
“Almost there honey,” said Daddy. “Will check on Alex and don’t you dare remove that nappy. I will take the phone with.”
Daddy left and I cried. I felt lightheaded and I thought I was going to faint. Then Daddy said, “Okay you can take it off now,” he said when he came back.
Relieved, I ripped the thing off, not literally. I just pulled at the tabs and it ripped a little because I did it so quick.
“No, let me do it so you won’t get it all over,” said Daddy.
But I ignored him and kept on taking it off and then I ran to the bathroom.
“Natalia, let me clean you up,” he said.
I just turned on the water and jumped in quick.
Daddy grabbed me but I pushed him off screaming “Leave me alone.”
“I just want to help,” he said.
“I don’t need your help!”
“Natalia, I’m sorry.”
I ignored him and I just washed his shit off my butt and I never felt so disgusted before. How could he do this to me? Use me as his toilet slave? It was bad enough when we have given my used nappies to someone we know because they like to use their roommate as their toilet slave and make him wear used nappies and Daddy offered him mine and I try to be open minded but this was all sick but at least I was not the one wearing other peoples used nappies or having their nappies get pissed in they have on and if someone wants my used diapers, to each their own. I just won’t deliver them or ship them but if they want any, they can come by for them. And I was happy Daddy would never do that to me but now he had gone this far.
I got done rinsing off and I got out of the tub and Daddy had another nappy out on the bed and he took my hand but I pulled away.
“I am going to put a clean one on you,” he said.
“Nooo,” I yelled.
I pulled away and he said “ow” holding his hand. I grabbed my nappy and put it on. Then I got my trousers back on and ran out of the room. I went downstairs to see what Alex was doing. He was just looking at some toys and feeling the rug.
I was so glad what had happened to me was over. I didn’t feel like doing anything. I just sat on the sofa. I couldn’t get that image out of my head what just happened. Steven had done things in the past that I didn’t really like and he wouldn’t do them again. There was the time he got me a nurse to come over to change my nappies for me which I thought he was joking because he said he would hire a nanny if I didn’t start changing myself more often. But instead I ran away when she showed up and I didn’t come home until after I picked up the kids. Steven was sorry for how much it had upset me and he didn’t realize it would be that upsetting so he cancelled the home nurse and I was even surprised they even came because I am too normal to have one come over. I am mobile and not retarded, I am not low functioning, I am not mentally ill so how did I qualify for a home nurse? She did change me too and then I ran away. Then there was the time he made me have my used diapers in our car in the backseat to give to someone and I had to help carry them inside and it was so disgusting because we were giving them to someone and then I saw them put one of them on the guy after Daddy had changed me out of my messy nappy and they decided they will take it and put it on him. I was out of there so I went back out to the car. Luckily I have a strong stomach or I would be throwing up but the images in my head were too much. I didn’t even need to see it. I just saw it in my mind without seeing it based on what they were saying. Then Steven said he won’t take me there again or make me bring my used nappies and told me they were just into toilet slavery and the man liked being a potty slave and wearing used nappies. Now I had known someone who was into that and met someone with it. Now he had pooped in my nappy and made me leave it on.

Then Christina and the kids came home including Landon. He got his stuff to go home with his mother. He packed his bag and his handheld game system and said bye to his dad and to me and to Christina and her kids and left.

When bedtime came, I got Alex ready for bed. I had ignored my husband all evening long and avoided him. I got Alex dressed for bed and got his teeth brushed and had him go potty and then I read him a story for bed. Then after I was finished, I tucked him in and left the room closing the door. I then got back on my computer. Steven then came in the living room and told me he wanted to talk to me.
“I hope you don’t have any other gross things in mind,” I said.
“What?” Christina asked.
“Nothing,” said Steven.
“Oh.”
I wanted to say he pooped my nappy but I wasn’t sure if she would believe me.
Daddy took me upstairs. He checked my nappy again and I was nervous about if he was going to punish me again.
“I am not going to poop your nappy again, Natalia,” Daddy told me as if he knew what I was thinking.
After he got finished checking me he sat on the bed and pulled me on his lap.
“I know that punishment must have really gotten to you, you’re acting real different.”
“It was disgusting,” I cried.
“I thought you liked it, you didn’t seem to mind when I told you I was going to do it, you were all excited about it.”
“I didn’t know you were going to make me wear it,” I said.
“Okay, I won’t poop in your nappy again and make you wear it if you promise me you won’t masturbate in public again. I just don’t want you to get arrested.”
“But I do it discreetly, no one knew I was doing it but you,” I said.
“But Daddy has that rule for you and I say you are not allowed to touch yourself down there, little girls can’t touch themselves there. Can you follow that rule and not make me have to punish you again?”
“Yes,” I said.
“Okay, don’t let me catch you.”
Daddy hugged me and rocked me.
I felt safe in his arms. He was not going to do it again just as long as he won’t catch me doing it. I would just have to not do it when he is around. I don’t do it out in the open and I always grabbed my crotch as a small child and my mum or dad would have to always stop me and it was always the way I sat and I remember some kids would make comments about it and ask me why do I always sit like that and sometimes people would ask me if I have to go to the bathroom not even realizing I wore nappies. Or it could have been a habit because they were not used to an older kid wearing them so they asked me if I had to go even though I had no bladder control.
“I have touched myself so many times and have never gotten arrested,” I said.
“There have been people who have abused their children and never gotten arrested, there have been guys that have sexually abused a child and not ever get arrested, there have been people that drove intoxicated and didn’t get arrested, there have been killers that have killed other people and not get arrested, look at Jack the Ripper and Ted Bundy.”
“Bundy got caught,” I said.
“Eventually, but he killed so many women. He got caught and you might too eventually so you better stop. You might never get arrested but that is not the risk I want you to take. I don’t want anything to happen to my little girl. They put adult babies in jail and you won’t have a daddy anymore.”
He then took my clothes off and put my pajamas on. He left our room and I got my computer from downstairs and got on it. I checked my email again and Daddy came back in the bedroom and he had a bottle with him.
“Get on my bed little girl.”
I put my computer aside and got on his bed. Daddy got on it too and he lied me down and showed me where he wanted me to be and he put me in his arm and put the bottle to my lips and I started to suck. The milk was nice and warm.
I drank it all as Daddy rubbed my hair.
When the milk was gone he decided to pat my back to make me burp. I never did so he stopped patting me and let me back on my toy. He rinsed my bottle out and let it air dry on our bathroom sink.
Then I heard someone up so I left the bedroom to see. It was Alex being up so I had to put him back to bed. I saw Christina already had her kids in bed because she was the only one downstairs.
I went back on my computer and soon Daddy said it was time for bed so he took my toy away and checked my nappy again and changed it and this time he put liners inside and put rubber pants on me and my pajamas. He didn’t do anything gross again. Then he tucked me in my cot and kissed me good night.
“You can now touch yourself if you like.”
“Can you rub me?” I asked.
“Where would you like to be rubbed?”
“My head, my back,” I said.
“Not here?” Daddy asked touching me down there.
He rubbed my nappy. Then he said he better stop or he might end up having sex unless I want to stay up longer so he can keep rubbing me there but then we will just have sex.
I didn’t feel like having it so I had him rub my back and head instead.
I held onto my Build a Hello Kitty. I closed my eyes and relaxed and Daddy kept rubbing me.
I must have fallen asleep because I heard the next morning, “Whoa?”
I opened my eyes and looked and there was Landon with his friends Tommy and Randy.
“What are you guys doing here?” I asked. “And why are you in my room, you know no one is allowed in here but your father and me.”
“See I told you she sleeps in one,” said Landon.
His friends started laughing and saying, “Wow, you really were serious,” said Randy.
“Sorry we didn’t believe you,” said Tommy.
“Natalie the baby Natalie the baby,” they all chanted around my room.
“Get out,” I said.
“Natalie the baby Natalie the baby.”
“Get out!” I shouted again.
I couldn’t believe they were in my room and seeing me in my cot.
I finally got out of my cot and grabbed Landon and pushed him out of my room. “Out out out,” I said.
But instead Randy grabbed me and felt my butt and said “Wow, her nappy is wet.”
“Hey,” I shouted.
“You wanna change her?” Landon asked.
“No,” I shouted.
“Really?” Tommy asked.
“Yeah but it might be a little hard so I will need both your help. She might even be poopy so that will be a bonus.”
“Get out,” I shouted again.
I just wanted them out of here and why was Landon acting this way. He has never been this way before. What happened?
Landon and Randy both grabbed me and I tried to pull away and I tried to kick them off me but Tommy grabbed me too and I wasn’t able to fight them off. They were too strong for me. I was pushed on the bed and I was screaming at them to get me off. My pajamas were taken off and then Steven came up and came in our room and he started to chuckle.
“Oh thank you guys for helping me out, I get tired of changing her,”
“Steven?” I asked.
“I will help you out, go get the changing pad so she won’t piddle all over my bed,” he told the boys.
Landon got a changing pad and I was lifted up and it was placed on the bed and I was set back down on top of it. Steven held me pinned to the bed as Landon and Tommy took my nappy off.
“Whoa, she is all shaved down there,” said Tommy.
“Yes, because she is a baby,” said Steven. “Don’t forget the wipes.”
“Steven, why are you doing this?” I cried.
“I am tired of you not being an adult Natalia, I wish you would go to university and get a degree and get a real job than working as a cleaner in a business building and I wish you would act more like an adult,” said Steven.
“But you said you liked being a daddy and having a baby girl,” I said.
“Yeah a baby girl but also a baby girl who can act like an adult, not a kid twenty four seven.”
There was no way I could go to university and get a degree. The work is too hard for me to do and impossible and I wouldn’t even have finished high school if it weren’t for any help I got in school.
“But I am an adult too,” I said.
“No you’re not. You are too childlike so I feel I have another kid.”
I felt like Steven had just turned into my old daddy.
The wipes were grabbed and so were one of my nappies and my nappy was taken off and my bottom was wiped by the kids. I couldn’t even get free and whenever I tried, they were too strong. It was like a different version of rape but it was with a nappy change. At least I wasn’t fingered or given sex. That would have been the worse and how would I tell people that I was raped by three thirteen year olds as an adult and my husband let them do it and he helped them with it. I would be seen as the bad guy because I would be the adult and I should have had power in the situation for these kids and it wouldn’t matter if they were bigger than me and stronger and the same height as me.
After my nappy got changed, I felt so humiliated.
“Wow, she sure pisses in them like a baby,” said Tommy.
“Too bad she didn’t poop guys, maybe better luck next time,” said Landon.
“You’re lucky to have a baby sister you can help baby sit,” said Randy.
“Yep I am happy I have a baby sister instead of her as a step mother,” said Landon. “I never saw her as an adult, I always thought she was a child in an adult’s body and my dad adopted her when he married her. I hope you don’t get leave her Dad, I like having her around.”
“Don’t worry I won’t leave her, I see you all like to have fun with her so I will leave you guys in charge of her and just as long as you’re here, you can be her carer,” said Steven. “But I will file for a divorce and still keep her so that way I will find a mature baby girl this time.”
I felt so alone and scared. It was like my husband was gone and I had this new guy here who looked exactly like him and sounded like him and he was going to divorce me and no longer loved me. Landon was acting different too. He had never humiliated me this way or treated me this way. Now I was someone he could mock and make fun of and humiliate.
“Well I am going to head to work so I will leave you three in charge and Natalia, you better be a good girl for them and they have my permission to spank you when you’re bad,” said Steven.
“This is going to be fun,” said Randy.
“Can I invite more of my friends over so I can show them my baby sister?” Landon asked.
“If you want to,” said Steven.
“Yay,” Landon jumped and clapped.
“Her baby clothes are in this chest there and so are few of her toys, her pacifier is kept in this drawer here and she is allowed to use her big girl toy but only if she is good and she has to earn her big girl privileges,” said Steven. “She can eat regular food but make sure you cut them into tiny pieces so she won’t choke on them. You know what, play by your rules, you are in charge and if you have any problems or questions, call me.”
Steven left and it was just me alone with the kids. Christina must have already been gone for work. I wondered where her kids were and Alex.
“Why aren’t you in school?” I asked.
“We don’t have school.”
“But I am supposed to be taking my son to school,” I said. “Let me go.”
“Nope, you are a baby today and babies don’t drive,” said Landon.
I started to panic. I had to get my son ready for school and take him.
“Why isn’t there school today?” I asked.
“Are you hungry Natters?” Landon asked.
I ignored his question. “Why aren’t you in school?”
“Are you hungry? Yes or no?”
“Why is there no school today?” I shouted.
“There just isn’t, now don’t start asking so many questions,” said Landon.
I started to leave the room but my arm got grabbed and it was yanked and it felt like it got twisted.
“Ow,” I screamed.
“Where do you think you’re going baby girl?” Tommy asked.
“I am not a baby girl, I’m an adult here so I am trying to do my job as a parent,” I said.
“Oh really? Not a baby girl? You sleep in a cot and my friend here told me you have printed sized nappies and you use a dummy and a bottle and have baby clothes in your size. You’re not an adult, you are a baby, now listen to us or we’ll give you a spanking.”
“That would be sexual assault,” I said.
“Oh really Nat,” said Landon. “My dad told me you liked spankings and you have posted it on the internet so we have proof right there.”
My heart pounded and I felt sweat forming in my glands. I didn’t know what to do. These boys were bigger than me and stronger and there was no way I would be able to stop them. I can fight and run and do James Bond style but they would win and if I kick them or assault them, I would be the one in trouble with the law for child abuse.
“Too bad you can’t do anything about it because if you defend yourself against us, you will be the one charged,” said Landon reading my mind. “So we have all the power thanks to us being minors.”
Then Alex was up. He walked in the bedroom.
“Alex, want to help us take care of your mother, she is the baby today,” said Landon.
Alex nodded. I was shocked.
Now he was siding against me. What was going on?
“Bring her downstairs to the dining room,” said Landon.
Landon and Tommy brought me down to the dining room and when I tried to get away, their grips tightened and I tried to push them away but they called for Alex to help and told them to help grab me. Surprisingly he listened. He was also too strong for me thanks to the help of his step brother and his friends. I started to scream and yell hoping to draw attention but instead my mouth was covered and I got told by Randy he will give me a really big spanking if I scream and if any police come, they will say I was abusing them so they did self-defense and the police here believe kids easily. I got scared again. Even though they had no marks on them, no burns or welts or bruises or black eyes or any blood, what if the officer would still believe them?
I saw there was a high chair in the dining room. Where did that come from? I never have had a high chair.
I was strapped in it and harnessed. My ankles were tied too to keep me from moving them and my hands were tied down. Haley’s bib was placed on me and tied around my neck.
Landon brought out a shopping bag that said Morrisons. He took out the rice cereal and some jars of baby food.
“Alex, would you like to feed your mummy?” Landon asked.
Alex walked over and Landon opened the rice cereal. He poured some in a bowl and put in some milk and stirred it. Then he brought it over to me and Alex took the spoon and he dipped it in the bowl. Then he had some cereal on the spoon and brought it to my face.
“You like this baby treatment Natalie,” he asked clearly.
I was surprised.
“You talked,” I said. “Very well.”
“I just choose to not talk,” said Alex. “It’s so much better being mute.”
“Why?” I asked.
“I don’t have to socialize or talk to anyone or have to talk about my days and answer nosy questions, too exhausting and people just expect you to be a retard when you’re mute so they don’t expect you to be like everyone else so I have always pretended to be mute.”
I refused to open my mouth.
“Natalia Elizabeth Wilums, open your mouth now,” Alex ordered.
I shook my head.
“I’ll help you,” said Landon.
He held my nose closed and I was forced to open my mouth to breath and Alex shoved the spoon in my mouth. I spat it out.
“Natalie, if you don’t eat, you will get twenty five hard swats on your skin,” Landon scolded.
Scared, I ate what was given to me. At least they didn’t put anything in the cereal.
Here I was forced to be a baby by three thirteen years olds and a nine year old and here I was a thirty year old defenseless woman.
I couldn’t wait to get out. I wanted to pack my bags and take Alex and leave and he would be grounded for joining this. I had my dad’s place I could go to. When Steven gets back is when I will leave.
Then I saw Landon with his mobile phone. I heard him snap a photo of me being fed.
“This will look so cute for my personal album,” he said.
Alex kept on feeding me and when the cereal was gone, I was given peaches. I ate it too and soon the jar was empty. Then a bottle was made and it was formula. I tasted it and spat it out. It tasted awful.
“Drink it or you get twenty five hard swats on your bare skin,” Landon shouted.
I was forced to drink and I tried hard to not breath but it was impossible. I couldn’t hold my nose close because my hands were tied, literally.
I felt my nappy getting wet.
I was glad when I didn’t have to finish the bottle because Landon took it out of my mouth and said “Okay, I think this is good.”
Then I was unstrapped and let down from the chair.
“Why are you doing this?” I asked.
“Because you act like a baby and a kid and my dad has to take care of you like you are his child and you never do anything around the house,” said Landon.
“I take care of my son and I do do chores around here,” I said. “I have even mowed the lawn.”
“And I think you have anxiety whenever you don’t get your way and I just feel like treating you this way okay, I wished my father married more of a mature woman than someone childlike who isn’t very academic but I still like you. I just get to take care of you.”
“Well once your dad gets home, I won’t be here much longer because I am leaving.”
“And possibly lose your game systems and everything you have,” said Landon.
“No, they are mine, I had them forever and your father got me the WiiU and the 3DS,” I said.
“When you marry, your stuff becomes his and when you get a divorce the judge decides who gets what and he can decide my dad gets your computer and all your gaming systems.”
I got scared again. I was trapped or lose my stuff. I was probably going to lose it anyway since Steven was going to file for a divorce.
“Okay, let’s check her nappy,” said Landon.
Tommy and Randy held me on the floor and told Alex to sit on my ankles so he did. Landon pulled down my trousers and looked at my nappy. “She peed.”
“Natalie the baby Natalie the baby,” Randy and Tommy chanted.
“Should we change her?” Tommy asked.
“Let’s wait until she poops,” said Landon.
“Yeah good idea so we won’t have to change it again,” said Tommy and he pulled my trousers back up.
Then he went in the living room and picked up a blanket and unfolded it and set it on the floor. “Bring here in here on this blanket.”
Tommy and Randy pulled me to my feet and brought me to the living room. They set me on the blanket and Landon put some of Haley and Alexis’s toys on it.
“Okay, now go play with your toys,” Landon told me.
I just sat here. These toys were boring.
“I order you to play or you get a spanking,” Landon threatened.
I picked up a toy and started to stack it.
“Alex, do you want to pay with your baby sister?” Landon asked.
Alex sat down beside me and told me “I know a good way of playing with toys, watch me.”
He started to line them up.
I was happy he could actually talk and he talked very well, I just couldn’t believe none of us ever knew. We always thought he had a language delay and couldn’t speak. Now I know he could talk all along but chose not to. All that work for nothing.
As Alex and I were playing lining up toys, the phone rang. Landon answered it.
“No Natalie is sick and my dad is at work so she couldn’t bring her son in. Oh Alex is fine and we are just helping her, we have no school. Okay bye,” and he hung up.
“Well Natty, that was Alex’s school but don’t worry, I took care of it.”
I kept playing with the toys and then Landon told me, “You know how it’s always been stressful for you to be an adult and how you wished you could sometimes be a kid again, now you are so you don’t ever have to worry again about being a mum and a grown up, we will all take good care of you and you can quit your job. You can just be mentally disabled and we will tell everyone that so no one will ever know.”
I did not want this. It was better when I was an adult and a little girl under my own terms but I did not like to be forced to be a baby and have underage people taking care of me and changing my nappies and having my son doing it too.
“And you love spankings and my dad refused to give you them so now you get to have them,” said Landon.
The rest of the day dragged on and I was forced to take a nap in my cot and I had finally pooped while lying in it. Alex got to see me in it and he and Randy, Tommy, and Landon all laughed at me in here calling me a baby and telling me what a baby I am.
“How could your father have married a baby?” Randy asked.
“I don’t know but I am so glad she isn’t my prime parent, I would hate to have a baby raising me,” said Landon.
“Ugh what is that smell?” said Randy holding his nose.
“I think she finally did it,” Tommy told Landon.
“We have a nappy to change everyone,” said Landon. “Alex would you like to help?”
“Yes,” he said. “I don’t get to smell them long this time.”
“Another good thing about being a baby Natalie is you don’t have to worry about being in your messy nappies,” Landon told me. “We will take care of them for you and we will find you a nanny too and you wouldn’t have to worry about the parenting and the housework. You can just be a little girl and not have any more stress.”
Landon and Tommy put the side down and got me out of my cot. Randy put the changing pad on the bed and Tommy and Landon put me on it. My trousers were pulled down and Randy got out a clean nappy and got my wipes. Landon removed the tabs on my nappy and opened it.
All the boys turned their heads and said “Ughhh this is nasty.”
“I think I am going to puke,” said Tommy.
He ran to the bathroom. Landon held my legs in the air and took a wipe and started to smear it down there.
“It’s not coming off,” he said. “Man how does my dad do this?”
“He actually changes her?” Randy asked.
“Duh, yeah. He always brings her in the changing rooms alone or in here and wanting privacy whenever she stinks so it’s pretty obvious.”
Randy laughed. “She really is a baby.”
“You should wait and see when she has a meltdown, they look like a toddler having a tantrum and she throws a fit like one too.”
Landon kept wiping me and Randy said “I think we should give her a bath.”
“Yeah let’s give her one, changing a messy nappy is messy,” Landon agreed.
I was pulled up and brought into the bathroom.
Tommy was still at the toilet and he flushed it and rinsed his mouth. Landon turned on the water. “Help get her clothes off.”
Randy took off my shirt and Landon grabbed my leg and took off my sock and Tommy grabbed my other leg and took the other sock off.
It felt very uncomfortable being naked in front of these boys.
“Oooo she is hot, too bad she is too old for us,” said Tommy looking at my body.
“Let’s get her bra off,” said Landon.
Oh no, now they were going to see my naked breasts.
“She has a nice belly,” said Randy feeling it.
I pulled away.
Then Tommy grabbed the back of my bra and I pushed him off but Landon grabbed me and told me “Natalie, if you don’t cooperate with us, you will get twenty five hard swats.”
Scared, I stood still and my bra was taken off and Randy felt the water and said it was too warm.
Landon felt it and put in a little bit of cold water and put me in it. Then he got the bath bubbles and poured some in and some bubbles formed.
I kept the front of my body ducked in the water I didn’t like being naked and it felt like I was exposing myself in front of them.
“Don’t worry Nats, we won’t look,” said Landon.
Then he started to wash my back. Then he made me sit straight up and he started to wash me in the front and I didn’t like when he touched my boobs but luckily he didn’t fondle them. My body was shaking and it felt like I was being sexually abused. Then he had to wash me down there and this time I kept my legs closed.
Landon kept trying to open them and then he said “I need your help guys, she won’t open her legs for me to wash her in between.”
Tommy and Randy both grabbed me and I got slapped hard on the back and it hurt. I felt a strong sting and I yelled out in pain.
“Now you let us wash you or we will hit you harder,” Landon yelled.
I opened my legs and I flinched when he washed in between and had me turn so he could wash my butt and I cried.
I was probably going to go to prison if anyone found out about this except I wouldn’t be the victim, they would and when you’re a child, you have the power if an adult is weaker than you. I was going to be branded as a pedophile now. I would rather be dead than be alive.
“Too bad we are bigger than you because if you go to the police, they will just arrest you instead for indecent exposure to a minor and for “letting” us do this,” said Landon. “They won’t care about your little problem, they might just stick you in a hospital instead. This isn’t the states where they put anyone in prison.”
Instead of locking up the kids, they would rather lock up the adult who couldn’t defend herself against a minor. I guess adult who can’t protect themselves from a kid shouldn’t be out in the real world so lock them up where they are safe but they have it backwards.
“I can’t believe I got to see a real naked woman,” said Randy. “She has nice breasts and a nice butt, nice hips, nice legs, you are so lucky Landon.”
“My dad is very lucky,” said Landon.
Then he let the water out and had me stand up. Landon got a towel and dried me off and took me out of the tub. Tommy, Randy, and him all of a sudden looked like real men than teens. They were also taller all of a sudden and had hair on their bodies. I was even carried to the bedroom and put on Steven’s bed. The boys looked like adults now. I felt real young inside and they felt older. It felt like I was with men now instead of with kids.
A nappy was taken out of the wardrobe and unfolded and placed under me. Landon opened the bottle of powder and sprinkled it around me and rubbed it in. Then he pulled the nappy up and taped it closed.
“Now we need an outfit.”
Alex was still in the room and Landon opened the chest and took out all my baby outfits.
“Do you want to pick Natalie?” Landon asked. Then he said “Wait babies can’t decide, only daddies and carers do and nannies. You will wear this one.”
The outfit he had picked out was a dress with a teddy bear and bow on it with bloomers. It had frills on it too and it looked like a real baby outfit and the bloomers had snaps in the legs to change a nappy.
Landon put my feet through the bloomers and pulled me to my feet and pulled the bloomers up. Then he put the dress on me and buttoned the back.
“You look so adorable. I ought to get a picture.”
He also got my dummy and clipped it to my dress.
Then he took my hand and led me to my cot. I climbed back in and he put the side up and locked it in place.
“How do we know she won’t get out and try and sneak away?” Tommy asked.
“Oh yeah, we don’t want her to move out, then I won’t have someone to make fun of anymore and to get even with,” said Landon.
I was confused, what was he saying? What did he want to get even about?
I tried to remember if I have ever done anything wrong. I have always been nice to him and I was never mean to him.
“What do you mean get even with?” I asked. “What did I do?”
“Are you so dense you don’t even know why this is happening?” Landon asked. “Natalie, everyone is so sick of you, you are nothing but a burden. My dad is sick of you too. You’re so stupid and so slow so we are going to treat you as a baby and you will never have to be an adult again.”
I started to cry and then Landon started chanting “cry baby cry baby.”
His friends started to go “waaa” to mock me.
“Bring out those tears, more, more,” Landon chanted.
“Come on, cry, waaa waaa, let’s see those tears,” said Tommy.
Landon left and Tommy and Randy continued making fun of me as Alex watched. Then he joined in too. Then Landon came back with some rope. “We can’t have the baby escaping.”
He had a knife too and he laid the rope out and cut it and then he climbed in the cot with me and told his friends to hold me down. They climbed in too and sat on me while Landon tied my wrists to the cot and my ankles. I was flat on my back.
“Oh boy I have to pee,” said Randy. He took out his dick and lifted up my dress and pulled down my bloomers and stuck his penis in my nappy. I wriggled and squirmed to get it out but Landon and Tommy held me in place as his pee filled my nappy. I started screaming. Landon pulled my sock off my foot and stuck it in my mouth. “We can’t have the neighbors hearing or they will wonder what is going on.”
Then Randy pulled his dick out and tucked it back in his trousers. The front of my nappy was covered in his piss. It felt a lot different than my own.
Then they got out of the cot leaving me here with a sock in it. I cried. This felt like a nightmare and I was hoping it was just a dream.
Then Steven came back because he had walked in the bedroom.
“I see my boy and his friends took good care of you.”
I tried to get the sock out of my mouth.
“Oh let me get that for you.”
Steven pulled it out of my mouth and stuck my dummy in my mouth. “That’s better.”
I spat it back out.
“I know I am a burden so you can just let me leave, move out and you won’t ever have to deal with me again,” I said.
“No no honey, we all hate you so we want to make you suffer before we release you. I will do some games with you like use you as the toilet and your bed, be our toilet slave, give you spankings for real and you will have red burns on your skin, Alex will help out too and that will make up for the time you tried to kill him and leaving him in the states. This is why we all hate you, you’re so dumb, retarded, and stupid, I am tired of taking care of you and you acting like a child and thinking like one.”
Steven started to rub my face.
I was very frightened and scared and I felt trapped. I had to get out and leave everything and my son again. I would grab what I need, my computer and my 3DS and some games and nappies and get out leaving everything here and start over and maybe I will get my stuff back with from the help with Dad.
“Dad won’t help you either, he also thinks it’s time you grow up and figure this out yourself,” said Steven. “He won’t give you shelter because he doesn’t want to take care of you again.”
Then Steven, and Alex all started to say “Natalie the baby Natalie the baby, we hate you hate you.”
Then Landon, Tommy, and Randy came back in the room and more of their friends came in too and all started to chant “Natalie the baby we all hate you and look at you, your cot, your outfit, wearing a nappy filled with piss and who needs a daddy to change her and take care of her.”
Then I saw Alex holding a cloth and he was pouring a liquid in it and I was screaming and shaking my whole body and then he put the cloth to my face and held it there. I was shaking trying to get him off me but with my hands and legs being tied, I couldn’t push him off and I heard Steven saying “good boy, good boy.”
Then my eyes opened and everyone was gone. I was still in my cot and my hands and legs were not tied but something was still grabbing me and I saw it was Steven so I pushed him off and started hitting him.
“Natalia Natalia,” he started saying and he grabbed my arms and pinned me down in my cot. “It’s okay, it was just a dream.”
I snapped back into reality and I realized I was safe in my cot with my husband and he was going “shhh shh shh, it’s okay” and rubbing my head. “Daddy’s here.”
Then our bedroom door opened. “What happened? Is everything okay, I heard commotion,” said Christina.
She turned on the light and we both jumped. One of us had forgotten to lock our door.
“Oh what is that?” she asked.
“Just her new bed,” said Steven.
“So that is why this room got so mysterious,” said Christina. “It looks nice.”
“Yeah, we’re fine, Natalia just had a bad dream is all,” said Steven. “But I am glad you like her new bed.”
“Ouch, but the good thing is they are not real and they are just make believe so you have nothing to worry about,” Christina told me.
She came over and looked at my cot, she touched it. “It looks like a real baby’s bed but it’s oversized. I think it’s real cute.”
She left our room shutting off the light and closing our bedroom door.
“Do you want me to lay with you?” Steven asked.
“Yes,” I said.
Steven climbed in and lied down beside me.
I was so glad it was just a dream and the Steven here was not the person in my dream.
“I had a nightmare,” I said. “I dreamt that you all hated me so you let your son and his friends all baby me and it was awful and they wouldn’t let me take Alex to school and he could talk in my dream and he had been pretending to be mute all this time. They changed me, fed me, threatened to spank me if I tried to leave or fight them off, they stripped me naked, and they even had a high chair for me and tied me to it and in this cot. Randy even pissed in my nappy.”
Steven just hugged me.
“It was just a dream so it wasn’t real, remember that.”
“And you were also tired of me and thought I was just a kid all the time than an adult, are you getting tired of me?”
“No,” said Steven.
“Do you think I am not an adult?”
“You’re over eighteen and you can legally consent.”
“But do think I am not an adult?”
“You are an adult, you are just an adult baby is all.”
“But do you see me as a child?” I said.
“I see you as Natalia.”
“But do you feel you are with a kid?” I asked.
“Sometimes but it’s fine.”
“Do I ever act like an adult?”
“Sometimes but I love you.”
I cried.
“I’m afraid of you getting tired of me, what if my dream was telling me something and you let your son do that to me and his friends,” I said.
“Natalia, I will never let that happen. I will keep you safe.”
Daddy rocked me in my cot.
“I will never leave you,” he whispered.
“I hope not,” I said.
“I won’t. You’re the best thing that’s ever happened and I would be sad if something happened between us.”
I was so glad he didn’t punish me for hitting him and stuff because he told me a few years back he would pull me over his lap and give me a real hard spanking for every time I abuse him and he would hate to leave me so that was the only option he had.
“I sometimes worry what if you get tired of being a daddy,” I said.
“I have wanted a baby girl for a real long time and it’s never gone away so I don’t think I will ever get tired of it,” said Steven. “And remember, I like childish women and you’re perfect.”
“Daddy, what were you doing on me when I woke up?” I asked.
“You were tossing and turning and sniffling and starting to yell so I climbed in and started hugging you and then you woke up and starting hitting me.”
“Sorry,” I said.
“It’s okay, you were just dreaming and you were still half asleep so I woke you up.”
“I love you Daddy.”
“I love you too baby girl.”
Daddy kept rubbing me and I forgot about the gross thing he did to me and I went back to sleep.

“Oh Natalia, stay still for a sec while I check your nappy,” said Daddy the next day.
I was in the living room playing on the WiiU while all the kids were in school. Daddy pulled on the back of my nappy and then he stuck his penis inside and told me to hold still
Then I felt warmth on my skin and I started to move but Steven had a good hold of me.
“Hold still, I am not finished,” he said.
“Stop,” I screamed.
I started to squirm to get away but Steven held me well and then he was finished peeing.
“I really had to go,” he said.
“Why didn’t you go in the potty, are you crazy?” I yelled hysterically. “What is the matter with you?”
“That’s your punishment for hitting me in bed.”
“I was still half asleep and I had a nightmare,” I shouted.
“Now you know not to do it next time,” said Steven zipping up his bird.
I was very angry at him and I ran upstairs to my room to take it off. Next time I won’t let him touch me. I felt I got punished for my dream and how would I keep myself from hitting him again being half asleep?
I took my nappy off and Steven came in the bathroom where I was changing. He grabbed me and this time I fought him off and started hitting him and throwing stuff at him to get him away. Then he grabbed my arms and I saw I was in my cot still and Steven was holding me again.
“Natalia,” Dad shouted in a loud whisper.
I woke up and saw where I was. It was another nightmare I had.
“You were having another dream,” he said holding my hands.
“I dreamt this time you were peeing in my nappy as a punishment for me hitting you because of my nightmare,” I said.
“Oh boy, did me pooping in your nappy last night really get to you?”
“Yes,” I cried. “I am scared you are going to do other things to me.”
I started crying.
Steven put me to his chest and rocked me.
“I’m so sorry,” he said. “I didn’t mean to hurt my baby girl. I didn’t know how much affect it would have on you. I figured if I gave you that threat, you would stop doing it. You have always stopped when threatened. I just worry you will get arrested and I won’t poop in your nappy again okay.”
“And you won’t do any other gross things to me?” I said.
“Not if you don’t want me to,” he said.
“Daddy, do you wish for me to go to university and get a real job?” I asked.
“Only if you want to. Are you thinking about going?”
“No, but in my dream you wanted me to,” I said. “You didn’t see my work as a real job and me cleaning this house and mowing the lawn and taking care of Alex and watching Christina’s kids wasn’t good enough for you because you still felt I was a kid all the time and never an adult. Do I act like a kid twenty four seven?”
“No.”
“Am I too childlike?” I asked.
“I don’t know. I don’t judge you, I accept you for who you are. I don’t try and change you except these,” he patted my nappy.
That made me chuckle.
“Do you ever get tired of changing me?” I asked.
I had to know what part of my dream is and isn’t real.
“No. Why are you so worried?”
“My dream,” I said.
“It wasn’t real so don’t you pay any attention to it.”
“But I had one and I want to be sure it wasn’t telling me anything.”
“Natalia, the reason why you had that nightmare was because of what I did and it scared you and got you so worried so you had that dream as a way to release those fears. That is how dreams work. That’s why I am very sorry and I feel bad for hurting you. I will never hurt my baby girl on purpose.”
“Why did you do it?”
“So you wouldn’t masturbate in public again, I don’t want you getting arrested and I figured if I did it, you wouldn’t do it again but it backfired. You’re very hard to punish and this one worked too well.”
Daddy rocked me again while I was lying down.
“Daddy, you can sleep on your own bed again if you like so I won’t beat on you again if I have another nightmare,” I said.
“It’s okay. I just want to keep you safe but if you want, I can move back to my own bed when you fall asleep again.”
“Okay,” I said.
Daddy kept rubbing me and rocking me in my cot.


I woke up with something falling on me. I picked it up and tossed it and it was nice and soft.
“Mmmmm,” I heard Steven say. “Ah. Ah.”
I opened my eyes and looked and I saw Steven sitting on the railing of my cot and his trousers were off and he had his ass over it and he was taking a dump on me. I moved out of the way when another turd fell on my mattress.
“What are you doing?” I screamed.
Steven kept pushing and I pushed him off.
I jumped out of my cot and jumped on top of him and started hitting him but he grabbed me and sat on me and started taking a shit in my mouth. I couldn’t push him off so I but his butt and he yelled ow and jumped off me and I kicked him. He pinned me down and I kept pushing my legs in the air kicking at him and spitting. Then finally I was strong and I grabbed him and pulled him over my lap and started hitting him hard with my hand.
Then Christina came in our room and so did our kids.
“Oh was Stevie a bad boy,” said Christina.
“For taking a dump on me,” I said as I kept hitting his butt hard and my hand was sore but I kept on going.
“Natalie stop, you’re doing it wrong, let me show you,” said Christina.
She all of a sudden had a big wooden spoon in her hand and she started to hit him hard there and Steven wailed and yelled yelling sorry he won’t do anything gross again and he won’t let Landon and his friends be mean to me and he will treat me with respect.
“Little boy needs to learn his lesson,” Christina shouted. “See kids, this is what we do to grownups who have been naughty. This is how we spank them.”
“Let me try,” I said.
Christina handed me the spoon and I kept hitting him with it.
“Do it real hard,” Christina told me. “That’s how you spank an adult.”
I hit harder. His behind was all nice and red and he was crying like a baby. We made him sit in the corner and then we made him clean up his shit. I took my shower. Then when I got out, I got nappied and got my clothes on and I decided to put one on Steven too because he was such a naughty boy.
Christina held him down as I put the nappy under him and put powder on him and taped it on. Then I hugged him and Christina said “Ready for your breakfast baby?”
“Yeah,” I panted.
“Him,” she said.
I felt disappointed.
“But I can treat you like a little baby too but you will get the same humiliation as him,” said Christina.
I decided to just be an adult today.
We brought baby Stevie downstairs and our whole house had gone fancy. It was bigger and the downstairs looked like my old home in Washington when I was a kid and there was Taffie, Albert, Shelley, Nancy, David, Daniel, Landon, Dad, Robbie, Alex, Haley, Alexis, baby Steve’s real parents, Alaina and Dusty, his sisters, Samantha, Diane, and his brother Michael.
There was the high chair for baby Steve and it had his name on it literally. No one said anything about him being a baby and I fed him his food and let him eat with his hands and Christina helped feed him.
Everyone talked and there was a big meal at the table and it was real long and instead of chairs, it had benches everyone sat on as they ate.
“So Natalie, I heard you got your bachelor’s degree from the university, congratulations,” said Dad.
“So where are you going to work now?” Taffie asked me.
“I don’t know,” I said. “I can’t believe I found college easy and I thought it was hard but I guess I just had to wait until I was older to be better with school and I was just slow, now I can earn more money.”
I noticed Alex was a normie because he was talking and acting all normal. He talked about his friends and wanting a birthday party.
I noticed I didn’t have a nappy on because I was continent. What happened? This had to be a dream, none of this was plausible. Baby Steve all of a sudden looked like a little boy than my husband. He was shorter and smaller and had a boy’s body and he had lost his guy features and his body hair and facial hair. I took a step outside and I was in my old neighborhood. I guess we have moved back and I was living in my old house and everyone was visiting or had all moved here.
Then someone’s alarm went off and I saw I was in my cot and Steven was getting up for work. He grabbed his phone and turned off the alarm.
At least I didn’t have another nightmare. He rested for a few moments and then got out of bed and headed to the bathroom.
My nappy was soaking wet and it stunk like urine. I rubbed it and sighed with pleasure. The nappy felt uncomfortable from the pee but the thought of what I did in it felt arousing. Then pretty soon I would be in a dry nappy and would be peeing it again and enjoying it all over again. I felt the moisture in my butt area and in my cotch area and the thought of me pooping in this nappy made me feel excited too. I masturbated again while Daddy was in the bathroom. I did it until I heard him come out and I stopped.
I pretended to stay asleep so he would think I did it in my sleep in case he caught me. Steven put the side down and pulled the covers off me.
“My baby girl is stinky,” he said.
He pulled my pajamas down and lifted my shirt. I felt chills. Then he rolled my body aside and put the changing pad down and rolled me back on top. Then he started to undo my nappy. He then started wiping me down there and he grabbed my legs and lifted my butt off the nappy and wiped me under there. Then he pulled the used nappy away and set me back down and he unfolded the clean one and placed it under me. Then he sprinkled baby powder on me and taped the nappy in place. Then he pulled the plastic pants back up and my pajamas and rolled me aside again and removed the changing pad. He pulled the blankets over me again and then put the side back up and I heard him throw my nappy away in the bathroom where we kept the pail. He washed his hands and headed downstairs. I masturbated in my clean diaper. I peed my nappy again and I felt excited about peeing in this fresh one. I rubbed the outside of the nappy at the wet spot. I still felt dry. Soon the alarm went off and I climbed out of my cot and turned the alarm off. I now had to get Alex up for school. Christina was already up and Steven was gone. Christina had her kids up and they were eating breakfast at the dining room table. I had Alex go to the toilet and I changed his pull up and got him dressed and left him in his room. I wasn’t going to force him downstairs. He is too big for me to pull around or carry. I got his cereal ready. I poured the Honey Loops in his special bowl and set it on the counter. I put the cereal away and got out a spoon and set it next to the bowl. I had some Honey Monster Puffs and poured milk in it. I sat down and ate and stuck the bowl in the sink and had a glass of orange juice. Then Alex came down and he grabbed his cereal and started to eat it. I led him to the table and sat him down.
Christina was getting ready for work and Alexis was getting her shoes on and grabbing her coat. I was impressed how she was getting herself ready because at that age my mum was getting my shoes on and getting my coat for me and then she would walk me to the bus stop with the stroller and my little sister.
Haley was still eating her cereal. She was eating on piece at a time. I went upstairs and got dressed. I had to remember to not wear the same outfit I wore on Friday. I put on a pair of knit pants I have had since I was twenty one and put on a different shirt. I didn’t even need to brush my hair because I had it cut short. I brushed my teeth in the bathroom and grabbed Alex tooth brush with his tooth paste and brought it downstairs.
“Okay Alex we need to brush your teeth,” I said when I came in the room.
I waited until I had his attention.
“You ready?’ I asked.
I opened the toothpaste and squirted some on and handed it to him. He started to work with it.
Christina was getting ready to take her kids to school and then heading to work. I just grabbed some dirty dishes and stuck them in the sink. I poured Haley’s cereal back in the box.
Alex was still working on his teeth. I was glad I didn’t have to do all the work anymore teaching him and getting him to do it. But I still have to make him do it because he won’t do it on his own.
Christina left with the kids and I emptied the dishwasher partly and then I went back to the table where he was eating and brushing his teeth.
“Okay Alex I am going to touch your hand now,” I said.
I made sure he knew I was there before touching his hand and then helping him brush.
Then I took him out of the chair and led him to the toilet so he could spit in the sink. I pointed to the rinse picture and then rinsed his mouth out with water and he spat it out. Then I dried my hands and pointed to the picture and dried his hands.
I put his toothbrush and toothpaste back and grabbed my 3DS and my purse and brought it downstairs. I got Alex’s shoes on and got his coat. I grabbed mine and put my shoes on and took the car keys from the hook we keep in the kitchen with the other keys. I put his coat on and I took him out the door. I locked it and took him to our car and he got in when I opened the car door. I put his seat belt on and got in the driver’s seat.
I took him to school and came back and I had the whole house to myself until I would have to pick up Haley from preschool. I finished doing the dishes and I cleaned the kitchen and swept. I then started pooping in my nappy and I felt a little excited. I decided to take a break so I went upstairs and laid on Steven’s bed and started to masturbate in my messy diaper. He wouldn’t know. I felt the mess spreading around. It was making me excited. I wished Daddy were here to change me. I sighed and breathed hard. I kept on rubbing and rubbing and my arms and legs felt sore. I finished masturbating and just laid here. I sighed. This felt so arousing. I also felt tired from lying down so I rested my eyes. Then I got up and picked up the toys in the living room. I hated clutter and the whole house felt messy because of too much stuff. Then I vacuumed and put the vacuum aside. I didn’t know what else to clean so I got on the computer. I stayed on it until it was time to get Haley so I got off and put my shoes on again and grabbed my purse and headed out the door. I realized I was still in my messy diaper. Oh shute. I didn’t have time to change or I would be late. I hope I wouldn’t leak.
I got in the car and headed to her school. If Daddy knew I went out in a messy nappy, I would get in trouble. But the only exception is if it happened while I was out but he still expects me to change when he isn’t here. He even got me a “nanny” once for god’s sake and it was so embarrassing. Because I was so upset, he cancelled it after one visit. I screamed at him for thirty minutes and he actually timed it. Sometimes Daddy is too easy. If I get too upset, he stops the punishment and if he feels it’s not working for me and not affective. He would never harm me.

I arrived at the school and got out and locked the car. The teacher was standing outside with the kids. I walked chewing a rubber thing in my mouth that hung on the car keys. I like putting it between my teeth and the end is all destroyed from me having it in my mouth. I have destroyed my mobile antenna, few of my DS stylas pins, caused a few of my husband’s headphones to not work and my own pair so I try and not do it, and my pencils always had bite marks on them when I was a kid and my straws would always be flat at the top. Now mobile phones don’t have antennas so I have nothing to chew on now. I have also put a hole in my zipper at the top of one of my coats I always wear from putting my teeth on it. I can’t seem to stop. If I remove that item I always put in my mouth, something else always ends up in my mouth. Steven just says that is what babies do and teases I have always been one. He says he is serious but he can’t be serious because it’s impossible for me to be a real baby because I stopped being a baby when I turned three and three year olds are not babies. I have always put stuff in my mouth and I just had to be careful to not put things in my mouth that belonged to someone else or they would think I was mean because kids have gotten mad at me for that and didn’t want to loan me their crayons and stuff because they were so worried I would put it in my mouth.
The teacher, Mrs. Jenny was letting kids go to their mums or dads. I noticed an older guy standing so I assumed he was the grandfather and then Mrs. Jenny let Haley go to me. I held her hand and took her back to the car. She didn’t say anything about the smell so I assumed she didn’t notice. I strapped her in her car seat and got in on the passenger side. I felt the mess in my diaper and it felt wetter. When I get home, I would have to change.
“I smell poop,” she said.
I didn’t say anything. What could I do?
“I smell poop,” she said again.
“Yes,” I said.
“Why?”
“I don’t know,” and I rolled down the windows.
“Did you poop?” Haley asked again.
“Yes,” I said.
“Ewwww.”
She held her nose.
“Ew is right, are you so glad you don’t wear them anymore, now you don’t have to be stinky like me and be all ewww,” I said.
Haley had been a little difficult to toilet train because of me so I have to keep her not interested in reverting to nappies again. I also don’t take her comment personally because she is only three and it’s easy to know she’s not being mean.
“Would you want to be all ewwy like me?” I asked.
“No,” she said.
“Good.”

I pulled in front of our house and parked the car and turned it off. I got out and got Haley out and locked the car. She ran to the puddles and started to jump in them.
“Haley no,” I said.
“I want to play,” she said.
“You can play inside” I said.
I didn’t want to be out here. I wanted to change and get back to my computer.
“No,” she said.
She kept stamping her feet in them and I said “Haley now” and I marched over to her and grabbed her arm and pulled her inside. She started crying and pulling away but I pulled her towards me and I kept hold of her as I took out the house keys and unlocked the door and pulled her inside. The outside door slammed on her hand because she was grabbing onto the door frame and she started crying more. I looked at it and it was fine.
“It’s fine,” I said.
I pulled her aside and closed the door and locked it extra so she wouldn’t get outside.
‘”I am going to get cleaned up now so be good,” I said.
I headed upstairs leaving her crying on the floor by the door. Kids, she will get over it. My perspective sure changes when I have to watch my cousin’s kids. I don’t know how many times I was left to cry whenever I hurt myself because I was also fine but I can see now kids cry when they are fine and overreact to pain. I get it now as a parent. I went in my room and grabbed a clean nappy and wipes and headed to the toilet.
I took off my trousers and socks and stepped in the tub. I took off my nappy and it was all covered in poo in the middle and back. I used some wipes and cleaned up and I saw it was a big mess so I washed it off. Then I dried off and put the clean nappy on. I threw the used nappy and wipes away and looked at myself in front of the mirror. I looked at the nappy on me and posed in it. It was a printed diaper. I liked hearing the crinkling too and it made me feel so young inside and secured. I also rubbed the middle to feel the thickness. I grabbed my trousers out of the bathroom and looked inside them for any leaks and stuck them back on. I was peeing my nappy as I walked down the stairs. I don’t stay dry long.
Haley was done crying by then and said she wanted to eat.
I just headed to the fridge and we barely had any food left because we needed to go shopping again. Yeah I have to do that soon and I always get the same food. I can’t get too much because our fridge isn’t very big. Dad said big fridges and having an extra one in the garage is a luxury Americans have and having a big washer and dryer and drying clothes is a luxury too Americans take for granted and their cars and the price of petrol and having bigger rooms in their homes and big garages. But I am still getting used to the new European life and adjusting.
I closed the fridge and looked in the cupboards. I found crackers and handed them to Haley. Not a very good lunch I know but this was the best I could do. Even I felt hungry but I didn’t know what to have. I decided to just go hungry and I will eat later. I got back on the computer. I will buy food later or have Steven or Christina do it. Right now I just needed another break. Haley ate the crackers and got crumbs on the rug. I will clean that up later.
“More,” said Haley when she ate the whole package.
“You had enough,” I said.
“I’m still hungry,” she said.
I forced myself to get up again and I looked in the fridge again and picked up some burrito shells.
“Want one of these?” I asked.
“No,” she said.
I took out some cheese. “This?” I asked.
“No.”
I looked where the fruit is kept and pulled out an apple. I held it out to her and she shook her head.
“Then I don’t know what to give you. We have cereal.”
“No,” she said.
I knew she meant she didn’t want cereal.
“Then you can go hungry because I don’t know what else to give you,” I said.
It would be a Iot easier if she ate whatever I gave her. Then I wouldn’t have to be doing this every time, at least with Alex he eats the same things all the time so that makes it a lot easier and I keep his food separate. I walked out of the kitchen and sat back down with my computer. I was on it off and on and I did a load of laundry that belonged to Alex.
Soon it got time to pick up the other kids from school and I realized I never cleaned up the mess Haley made or ever got more food and the kids will want a snack after school. I felt stress thinking about all these things I would have to do. Even with antianxiety meds, I still have it.
I picked up Alexis first and then I got Alex from his school. I parked when I got there and got Haley out of her car seat and Alexis followed us in the building.
“I want to wait in the car,” said Alexis.
“Sorry you can’t, the law won’t let you without an adult in the car,” I said. “Too bad this isn’t the nineties.”
“What do you mean?”
“Back when I was a kid, my brothers and I would all wait in the car by ourselves, even at your age, and I can remember being in the car alone with my brother in my toddler car seat and back then it was totally fine to do that but times have changed,” I said.
“How come?”
“Laws change.”
“Why?”
“Stupid people so we have to make new laws to protect people and parents were forgetting their kids in the car or leaving them in the car for too long or leaving them in the car when it was too warm out or too cold out so they had to make laws for everyone because of those people.”
“So they keep making new laws whenever people do things we don’t like?” Alexis asked.
“Right,” I said.
“How do you remember all the laws?”
“I don’t,” I said. “That is why we all have to hope we won’t break a law on accident and we have to remember to look up what the laws are before we do things so we know what the laws are. “
“How do you find out what the laws are?”
“Internet, reading about people doing crimes, the news and seeing people get in trouble with the law and they see what the person did wrong, watching too much lifetime movies about reality and our parents teach us right from wrong as children. I am sure you know it’s against the law to take stuff from the store without paying for it and you know we all have to wear seatbelts or we get a ticket and we all have to go the speed limit, stop at traffic lights and you know about hitting.”
We walked in the building and went to Alex’s classroom. I saw him sitting at a table playing with a toy. He had his backpack next to his chair and his coat. I walked over to him and picked up his stuff. I slung his bag over my shoulder and held his coat in my left arm.
“Mummy’s here,” I said to him. “Are you ready to go, I want to go.”
“Oh Natalie, you’re here,” said Mrs. Bruen. “I have something to show you.”
Mrs. Bruen had a tablet in her hand and she set it in front of Alex and said to him “Show your mum what you can do.”
I looked on the screen and it had pictures with words and I also saw letters. Alex started to tap on the screen. I saw he was typing. I knew he was smart and I knew he could read. I saw what he typed and it said “I know what are you ready to go means, no need to tell me.”
Now I knew I didn’t need to be specific anymore when asking him if he is ready to go because he knows it means I want to go and I am not literally asking him if he is ready to go. I wonder what else he understood.
“Now I know,” I said. “What else can you understand?”
He typed again and it said. “More than you think.”
“Natalie you were right that these kids understand more than we realize,” said Mrs. Bruen.
“Don’t you ever go online and read what autistic people say and don’t you ever go to any of their blogs?” I asked. “You learned a lot from there.”
“No I didn’t know about any blogs,” she said.
“You should check it out sometime and check out some of the Facebook pages about it.”
“He just started doing this today,” said Mrs. Bruen.
“I wonder why you didn’t do this before?” I asked.
“I don’t know but this is a start to his communication.”
“Yeah,” I agreed.
“I wanna play on that,” said Alexis.
“It’s not a game,” I said.
“This is not a toy honey,” said Mrs. Bruan. “This program is to help our students communicate.”
“It looked so awesome,” said Alexis.
“It is awesome isn’t it? Now these kids have a voice.”
“How did you get that program on there?” I asked.
Mrs. Bruen showed me. She just went to the Apple Store and downloaded the app and she showed me all the apps and I saw they cost money to buy.
I looked at the application she had and I liked all the words and pictures. I tapped on some of them and then I was done. I just wanted to get home.
“Pretty neat huh?” Mrs. Bruen asked.
“Yeah,” I said.
Then I told Alex, “C’mon Alex, let’s go.”
I put his coat on him and I took his hand and I saw Haley was playing with some toys so I came over and told her we were leaving.
“I’m not done yet,” she said.
“I want to leave so it’s time to go,” I said.
“She kept playing and I just grabbed her arm and pulled her out of the classroom.
She started crying and saying “Owie, you’re hurting me.”
I ignored her.
“Natalie, she says you’re hurting her,” said Alexis.
“If she would listen, I won’t have to grab onto her,” I said.
“Mean Natalie,” said Haley.
“Yep, I’m mean,” I agreed.
I didn’t take her comment seriously. Kids don’t even know what mean is. Anything they don’t like is “mean.”
“She thinks you’re mean,” Alexis told me.
“So, she doesn’t mean it,” I said. “I would show her mean but then your mum wouldn’t like it and I don’t think I would want to be anyway,” I said.
The more Haley tried to pull away, the tighter I grabbed her wrist.
“Owww,” she cried.
“Then stop trying to get away and I won’t hold you tighter,” I said.
It was like I was getting payback. I could remember refusing to leave places so I had to be carried out and my arms and legs would be held so I couldn’t hit or kick or pinch to try and get away. I could remember the time when Mum carried me home holding me upside down and she had Kelly in her arms. That must have been hard for her and my hands dragged on the ground unless I held them up. But I wasn’t carrying Haley upside down. Instead of was easier to pull her along and give her some pain to make her obey but not enough to hurt her.
Haley kept trying to get my hand off her but I held it very tight.
Was she stupid or what? When was she going to figure once she stops trying to get away, I will stop holding her arm tight and wasn’t she noticing the more she ties to get away, the tighter my grip gets? But I didn’t tell her she was stupid or even ask her if she is or not because that would be abuse if I did.
I got outside and I kept a hold of Haley and Alex.
“Alex is being such a good boy, he has been walking with me without trying to get away,” I said to Haley.
I was hoping she would use him as her role model and do what he was doing. I wasn’t going to tell her to be more like him of course. He was being the easy child and Haley was being the difficult one which just shows how normie kids can be more work than un normie kids.
We got to the car and I put Haley in her cat seat and strapped her in and then had Alex get in the car and I buckled him in and Alexis got herself in the car. I got in on the driver’s side.
Alex had his hands over his ears from Haley’s cries.
I went home and Haley was over it by the time we got back. I made Alex his snack, peanut butter with honey and apple slices and picked up Haley’s mess. Alex got upset when I vacuumed and then I turned it off when I was done. I put it away in the cupboard they call closet here. I then wiped the crumbs in the trash and put it back in the kitchen and the sponge in the sink.
“Where’s my snack?” Alexis asked
“I’m hungry,” Haley cried.
“I can make you what I gave Alex,” I said.
“You make that every day, I am tired of apples and peanut butter,” said Alexis.
“Then I don’t know what to give you,” I said.
“I can’t wait until my mum gets home.”
“Me too,” I said.
Haley’s whining and Alexis’s complaining was getting to me and making me irritable. I needed quiet time and to get away from all this. I felt like hiding in my room but I was the adult so it was my responsibility to watch the kids.
Alexis looked in the fridge and cupboards. She had cereal instead.
“Haley, want some cereal?” Alexis asked.
She was such a good sister.
Alexis poured her some before she answered and set her bowl on the coffee table.
“Look Haley, I got you cereal,” said Alexis.
“You have a good sister Haley,” I said.
I sat down and took out my new Nintendo 3DS XL I had just gotten for my birthday last month.
I took off my coat and put it over my legs and put my hand on my crotch and rubbed my diaper area.
I opened my 3DS and checked out the notifications to see how many streetpasses I got.


Christina got home later and she started to make food right away for her kids. They told her I wouldn’t feed them so I said to their mother they wouldn’t eat what I offered.
“I’ll see what we have,” she said.
She looked in the cupboards and then she took out a box. “How about this?”
It was a box of pasta made by Kraft.
“You want this?” Christina asked.
She was holding it in the air. Now why didn’t I think of that?
Christina then got out a kettle and filled it with water and put it on the cooker.
I had to get ready for work soon. I worked from six to ten but I like to leave a little early so I can get some streetpasses. I walk into a couple places on the way so I can get tagged and play the games.
I got ready for work and I wasn’t expecting Steven to be home because he comes home late around six and Christina makes the food for her and the kids and leaves me some food in the fridge.
I finished getting ready and I brushed my teeth and put my 3DS in my purse and left.

The whole week passed and I had found out Alexis had been obsessed about what the laws are because she wanted to be sure she wouldn’t break them and go to jail. Christina reassured her she will not break any law and she won’t go to jail just as long as she follows her rules and stays out of trouble and is honest. Then Alexis had told her I told her you can break the law on accident and not know it was against the law. That was when Christina confronted me about it when I got home from work on Thursday.
“Natalie, what did you tell my girl about breaking the law and going to jail?”
I paused. I had to figure out where to start. I had to remember what the conversation was about and what we were talking about and what was said in it.
“I told her we all had laws to follow and we go to jail if we don’t follow them,” I said.
“She has been worried sick now about breaking the law and wanting to know what all the laws are and keep checking them.”
Then I remembered more.
“She asked me how I can remember them all and I told her I don’t and I just have to keep looking up what the laws are so I can be sure I am not breaking any. I also said we have to hope we don’t break any.”
“She has also been wanting to watch shows on TV that are not suitable for her and she gets upset because she wants to know what the laws are and she wants to watch movies that might be too graphic for her.”
“Yeah I told her you learn what the laws are by looking them up online, talking to people, watching lifetime movies. That is how I learn.”
“Well I think you said a bit too much because now she is scared and she is only seven so she shouldn’t even be thinking about these things. She should be thinking about her school, her homework, her friends, being a kid, not about what the laws are and going to jail.”
She is actually six but her birthday was two months away.
“But I watched all that stuff when I was a kid and I never panicked,” I said.
“How old were you?” Christina asked.
“Fourteen, fifteen,” I guessed.
“You were older, Alexis is only in year two so this was too much for her. You don’t tell a little kid these things. It was inappropriate. Now I am going to have to find a way to make her not worry anymore because she hasn’t been able to relax and enjoy her life for the past few day and she has been obsessive as if she is having compulsions and can’t get rid of her unwanted thoughts. I hope this will only be a phase.”
“Sorry,” I said.
“It’s alright, I am not mad.”
“Now I don’t know what to not talk about without getting her like this. She just wanted to stay in the car and I told her no and she asked why and I said we had a law about that and it wasn’t the nineties anymore and then she wanted to know what I meant so I told her about my childhood when I would be left in the car alone with my brothers and sister and times were different then. Then it led to the talk about laws.”
“Oh I see. Haley also said you don’t feed her when I’m gone.”
“I feed her, she just won’t eat what I give her,” I said.
“What do you give her?”
“What I give Alex or I offer cereal and other health stuff and she refuses.”
“She doesn’t like eating the same things, she is not Alex. Alexis doesn’t like it either so she always has to fend for herself.”
“I don’t know what to give them,” I said. “I was never good at these things and deciding on what to make and it used to take me a few hours just to grocery shop until I stuck with the same foods and now Steven does it and I have nothing to worry about.”
“Okay. I didn’t know this. How would you like if you didn’t need to watch them anymore and I had someone else do it?”
“You mean like a nanny?” I asked.
“Right, a nanny or I can find some other childcare and take them to her. That way you won’t have to worry about raising any normies around here and maybe every now and then I might have you watch them if it will be for a day or a few hours and I can tell you what to give them.”
“I will be a baby sitter,” I said.
“Right. But can you afford this?”
“I’m a medical nurse so I make plenty of money.”
I felt happy about having less responsibilities and having less stress.
“That sounds good,” I said.
“Okay, you took this so well when I fired you.”
“Fired?” I asked.
“It was a joke,” and she was smiling and laughing.
“So how are you going to find someone for tomorrow?” I asked.
“I will figure something out. Maybe you will watch them again and this weekend I will try and work something out.”
Christina then headed back upstairs. I got my food and ate it.


Daddy felt so bad about his punishment he decided to take me out on Saturday and have Christina babysit Alex. He took me to Namco Funscape. We took the underground. It was at the County Hall and they had video games, bowling, bumper cars, karokee, pool, food, they even had a play area for kids. I was looking at it when Daddy told me “I know you want to play on it but I have something better for you.”
He took me to the gaming area and told me “This is more fun.”
I looked around the arcade and I saw lot of interesting games and I was surprised how different the arcade machiness looked. Boy have I been living in a bubble. I had not been to a video arcade in years so I didn’t see how technology had changed. Daddy got me some coins he bought and I walked around deciding what game to play first. I saw Mario Kart arcade racing game. Right away I wanted to play it but there were already people playing it so I stood and watched.
“You want to play that game?” Daddy asked behind me.
“Yeah,” I said.
“People are playing it right now, let’s play something else.”
“No I can wait,” I said.
“Okay.” Then he said “Hand me those coins, I want to play a game.”
I handed him the bag and he took out a few and handed me back the bag. I watched the girl racing her character on the track and I could tell the game was different than on the game system and the item boxes looked different. I watched the others racing.
I looked to see where Daddy was but I couldn’t find him. I just kept watching waiting for the game to open.
Then the race ended and I saw they had to put in more coins to play again. That sucked. They all got out of the seats and left and I looked around for Daddy again. I left and looked for him. I also looked at what games I wanted to play. Then I saw Cut the Rope game and it was shaped like a big mobile phone. I put some money in and I started to play it. I slashed the rope to collect stars and I got tickets for it. I looked for other games to play and I found Doodle Jump and I watched two kids playing it. Then they were done and they grabbed their tickets and I put some money in and started playing. It got harder and harder and then I got game over and I got 12 tickets for it. I found another game to play and I did ice Ball. It was actually skee ball but they changed the name.
Then Daddy showed up.
“There you are, I was looking for you,” he said.
I kept on playing and then the game ended and I grabbed the tickets.
Then we walked around and we saw Pac Man Battle. The men playing it had just gotten done and they grabbed their drinks and cups they kept their tickets in and left and Daddy asked me if I wanted to play it. I shook my head and then other younger adults came and decided to play it.
“Let’s watch,” said Daddy.
They put money in and started to play. I saw they went around eating the pellets and the big ones that turn the enemies blue and they had to eat their opponents. The game looked lot of fun.
“We should play it,” I said.
After the girls were done playing it, they grabbed their tickets and left and Daddy and I played. I went around collecting the pellets and the big ones and trying to get Daddy and I ate him several times and he also got me too a couple of times.
Then when the game ended, I grabbed our tickets and I headed back to the Mario Kart arcade game.
“I want to play Mario kart next and I want you to play with me,” I said.
Daddy rubbed my head and said “Okay little girl.”
We had to wait for our turn and then when the seats were open, Daddy and I sat down and we put some money in and the game took a photo of me and then I had to select my character and course and Daddy did the same too. Then the race started and I started racing. I collected items and used them and then I used a super weapon and I had to steer but I couldn’t figure out how to aim to shoot my opponents. Then I was back to being a regular racer again and after the race ended, I didn’t want to pay anymore coins to do more courses because I wanted to play other games.
Daddy played a racing game and then I picked another game to play. Daddy had to go and get some more coins a few times and we did a game of bowling and bumper cars and we even played air hockey. I went back to playing ticket games again and I played Cut the Rope a few times and Doodle Jump and I played Fruit Ninja a couple times. Then I walked around deciding on another game to play when Daddy found me.
“There you are, I was looking all over for you,” he said.
We walked around together and I found another fun game to play and it was called Speed of Light and you had to touch all the buttons that were lit. Daddy put some money in and the game started. We both played together and then I felt poop seeping out of me.
No no no, not now.
I kept on playing ignoring the pooping seeping out of me. I kept hitting the lit buttons and then the time was up so we had to try and hit as many buttons as we can in five seconds. Then the game ended and tickets came out of the machine we won and Daddy grabbed them and put them in the cup.
He got in my ear and said “Did you do a doo doo?”
I nodded.
“Let’s see if they have a place for me to change you.”
He held my hand as we walked around. I could feel the poo in the middle of my diaper and I was basically waddling.
Daddy found an employee and he walked over to him saying, “excuse me, my wife here has a special problem and she requires my help so I was wondering if you have anywhere private for me to do it?”
The man stood there silent so Daddy had to explain it in more detail. “She is bowel incontinent and you wouldn’t happen to have an adult changing room would you?”
“We don’t have any here but let’s see what we can do,” he said.
We followed him and we followed him to the bottom level and he brought us to a room, “Will this work?”
“Sure, I can change her on the ground, not a problem,” said Daddy.
The guy left and Daddy pulled the changing pad out of my nappy bag and laid it on the floor and I lied on top of it. I felt the mess spreading even further in my nappy. Daddy got down on his knees and pulled off my trousers and undid my nappy. He took out the wipes and took out a bunch of them and started cleaning me up. I felt the cold wipe on my pelvis area and then around my vagina and he lifted my legs in the air and wiped my butt cheeks. He rubbed the wipe through my butt crack getting the mess off and then he rubbed a clean wipe around my pussy and he started to massage my girl parts with it. It felt so good.
“Does my baby girl like this?” Daddy asked.
“Mmm mmm,” I said.
“Shall I keep going?”
“Yes,” I said.
He kept rubbing my clit and I felt crampy down there.
“I hope I don’t have an accident,” I said.
Daddy stopped and unfolded the clean nappy and lifted my butt off the mat and placed it under me and set my butt back on top of it. Then he went back to massaging me. I couldn’t stop flinching and then he said “You just squirted a little, shall I continue?”
“No,” I said. “Just rub around my pussy.”
Daddy did that.
“I am so turned on I could get inside you now,” he said. “It would be Namco Funscape sex. Let me know if you don’t want it.”
I heard him unzipping his jeans and his penis came out. He brought it towards me and went inside.
“Your messy nappy and seeing you messy and cleaning you up really turned me on,” he said.
He fucked me for about two minutes and then he cummed and pulled it back out and zipped his jeans back up and pulled the nappy up between my legs and taped it shut.
“Man having it on the floor was so hard it hurt my knees,” he said.
“It hurt my back,” I said.
He handed me my trousers and told me to put them on while he takes care of my messy nappy.
I put them on as he rolled up my nappy with the wipes in it and he stuck it in the nappy bag.
“Why aren’t you throwing it away?” I asked.
“I can’t stink up their rubbish and we will throw it away later.”
“We can throw it away when we find a trash can,” I said.
“We can’t stink up any rubbish here.”
We put everything back in the diaper bag and left the room and we walked around the arcade again. We played the game of Connect 4. After we were done, Daddy grabbed the tickets and we played more games that gave us tickets. When we got too many, we went to a ticket feeding machine and put them all in there and it printed out a receipt telling us how much we have. Then I walked off looking at the other games and Daddy played Cut the Rope and I showed him Doodle Jump and he also played Fruit Ninja. Then I looked at the prizes. I looked at how many tickets we had and I looked at the prizes again. I couldn’t find any good prizes I liked so I decided I could just save them and we can come back later and keep on playing to earn more.
We played a couple more games and then I decided to call it quit. We had earned a little more tickets so we fed them in the machine again and it printed off a little receipt and I kept those in my nappy bag in my tiny purse.
“I could tell you had a lot of fun because you acted just like a kid in here,” said Daddy.
“How?” I asked.
“Oh just how you acted when you are excited, I liked it. I thought it was cute. You were just Natalia.”
“It’s sure expensive,” I said.
“But it was worth it, this is something we can do every now and then.”
I saw a trash can and I decided to toss the nappy in there so I opened my nappy bag and took the nappy out and threw it in there.
“What are you doing?” Daddy asked.
“Getting rid of my disgusting nappy, I am not carrying that thing around and we’re outside now.”
Daddy didn’t say anything and we kept on walking and Daddy decided we should eat somewhere because we were both hungry. Then Daddy said “Are your worries over now little girl about me doing any more nasty things to you?”
“I think that place really showed me you would never do it again,” I said.
“Now promise me you will not masturbate in public again, I don’t care how discreet you are or private you are about it, just don’t do it in public and you need my permission first before you may, even at home. You don’t want Daddy to be disappointed in you. You want to make him happy don’t you?”
“Yes Daddy,” I said.
“Good, that’s my little girl. I want to give you a hug,” he gave me a hug and he took a little too long so I started to pull away. He let go.
He laughed and said “I love you.”


The End.